What happened to your movie script?
Trying to get the cover letter for it sorted out. I'll probably make a new script or a book (or more accurately, a document of maybe 90 minimum though that is probably getting too hopeful) in an attempt to understand my own mentality as I no longer know who I am mentally/psychiatric wise. As I will probably be doing this with my councillor, it will probably explain a lot to Laura Matheson if she were to read it as well.
Finish the sentence: Never have I ever...
went a day without thinking about Laura at least once. If I die and if ghosts exist, I'll come back and haunt her PEACEFULLY.
When I say peacefully, I mean I will attach myself to her so no matter where she goes, I'll just follow her and won't be stuck in one place like on one property. I will give her her space and privacy most of the time though (meaning I won't go into the washroom wen she is using it or in her room when she is changing. Apart from being close by her at all times as a ghost, I'll leave her alone most of the time and limit to when she forgets something or is in danger (or do something that will put her in danger) or needs to stay awake for something important). ^_^ :P
What annoys you the most about a close friend?
Not having one physically. Just emotionally now tho same person. :'(
What do you think of @khokharr @Harjasuppal @jashan_1 @Gopal_Parmar @Rgill02 @JasjotBajwa @Urnightmare187 @Harman_malhi @Dishalkudage @Sukhi87 cyberbullying @TheJoshGill ?? Thoughts on it
He's doing the right thing on ignoring them. I'm assuming he reported their questions as well as that's what I usually do and then block the people as I recognize 1 of those guys. Ask.fm I believe is watching them tbh from the reply I got back from the admin a while back.
I seek comfort from bullying with old pictures and videos I took during cadets in which Laura is in. A lot of them is her being funny and making me laugh. They are the only thing keeping me from breaking down really. I mean, my other British friend who we plan to be roommate late next year the earliest (as she wants to finish law school) knows my feelings for her and if we do end up falling in love, she'll know that I truly love her but I wouldn't feel complete without Laura (at least as a peaceful connection somehow then I'd likely feel complete).
That guy though seems to handle things better than me. If only I could. Not even my councillor seems to be able to help and he is the 3rd one I tried and last one possible.
I have reported and blocked a number of you and sent suggestions to ask.fm. They responded with:Bothtawee Kelly
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I only listed the ones that have happened or might happen. You are trying to get me to leave ask.fm but according the ask.fm support, you, according to them "may be kicked of ask.fm permanently" as my suggestions included blocking IP addresses so even if you don't use a ask.fm account, you will still be blocked (also blocked from viewing page and using any ask.fm app or service (or whatever they would be called).
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What made you want to join the Canadian Forces?
I used to be in air cadets. Since joining the army is a family tradition sort of, I thought I start there and since then, I take everything in my life into military standard. I clean everything , polish boots and shoes, make my bed as if it were a bunk bed (if possible), organize my closet, wear some clothing and even respond to most people to military standard to name some (so responding to someone as "Yes sir/ma'am" while sometimes standing as if I'm at attention but not as strictly, sort of half proper and half relaxed. I even respond to my supervisor at work in my security guard job as "Yes supervisor" sometimes as if supervisor was a rank. It amuses him but he understands since he knows I used to be a cadet.).
I still have my ex-gf have the final say on most things if I'm in a situation I'm having trouble with so if she tells me not to do something, I don't question it even if nothing bad is likely to happen. At my security job, most of the time I'm standing in 1 spot for a little and I find myself standing "At-Ease" fully looking straight ahead and chin up and not talking.
If standing in a line or crowed for what ever response and someone asks a question, when everyone else raises their hand, I do the military standard "prove" which is if in front of the line, arm at a 90 degree angle with hand in a fist and if behind someone, same thing except fist is in the air with my upper arm parallel to the ground. I even played airsoft/paintball using military training instead of adapting to game play if that makes any sense which is not always a good idea since paintball and BB's aren't as arrow dynamic or go nearly as far by a long shot as a bullet.
So 6 years and 7 months in cadets was drilled so much into my life that it's doubtful it will leave any time soon and that's unusual for most ex-cadets and even military personal. They look at me and go like "relax dude." Cadets is known to turn rebellious teens into model citizens tho so it's not quite that surprising. It is one of Cadets Canada's goals. It might have worked to well for me though. Everything I do has some form of military standard to it even for the least military things that aren't even seen in the military like walking in public with noting to do with the military environment (ie. not a parade) where I find myself attempting to match the steps and arm swing with the person in front of me or with the person I'm walking with).
Heck, I even wear pins that are not even remotely related to the military to military standard. Give me a small pin and I'll put it on the middle seam of my breast pocket and make sure it's put on to military standard (ie. centered and at the right height) or even wear regular civilian hats to military headdress standard (varies on hat).
Do you want to be Prime Minister?
Nah, to much pressure for me and eyes on me.
Thank u for ur service!
I'm not a real RCMP officer. The uniform and badge are part of a collection but I do hope to join them or the Canadian Forces so Thank you. :)
I wonder what Laura voted in Brexit.Bothtawee Kelly
Do you have a lucky talisman you keep with you? PAP!
The wings I gave Laura Matheson for her birthday one year but later next month gave back to me saying she'd feel better if I had them. There is a metal version with her name engraved on the back and a sew on one. As long as I have at least one close to my heart, I have good luck.
The new synopsis for my film script. :D Better than my last one now that I know how to do and what exactly a synopsis is.Bothtawee Kelly
Karen McLennan, the daughter of a deceased British Diplomat, was born in London, England. Karen was living with her dad while he was posted in Ottawa, Canada. When he suddenly dies of a heart attack, she is forced to move in with her Nan, her mother’s mother as her mother died in child birth. Her Nan lives in the small and quiet town of Wellingborough, Northamptonshire, where her story begins. She makes friends fast and starts to fall in love but soon encounters an American Exchange student, Liam Davis, who does not get along with any of the other students. Observing him she notices his social awkwardness which leaves her to believe he may have a mental and developmental disorder such as Asperger Syndrome (AS). Feeling badly for him, she decides to help him and their acquaintance becomes intertwined with fellow form students Samantha Logan, Phillip Taylor, Kate Matheson, Lauren Turner and Gregory “GG” Greenwood. After seeing him looking as if he is about to sink into a depression while in a park, just for a brief moment she becomes torn between helping him and possibly losing her new friends or let him be and watch him sink into a depression. Finally she accepts Liam as he is. Having to cope with the death of a loved one which has turned her life upside down, she must now make a decision that might make or break her new life and friendships.
Who's the bastard in your last answer?
My life is. I hope it didn't sound like I was calling Matheson one...
Dream job: Filmmaker or Chef?
Filmmaker if it is out of those 2 only. Though I would just stick to screenwriting maybe.
How do you see the other version of your dream car?
Based on the Canadian Forces Military Police and US Secret Service Uniformed Division patrol cars.
pap of something that makes you happy
I could, but putting her pic up even if she was wearing sunglasses that make her eyes not visible? tried that, a friend of hers complained saying what if they showed her that and what would she think?
Like I said her eyes are blocked so I didn't see an issue when she never said I could do things that way.
Name one thing you dream about at night!
I have at least 1 dream a week that has Laura somewhere in it either in the background or foreground.
What would you name your kids? How many do you want?
At least 2 and preferably a son and daughter so I can name them after Laura Matheson's grandmother who died of cancer and uncle who died of Parkinson's Disease. If I have to daughters, 1 will have either their first or middle name as "Laura".
Who's your snapchat bestfriend(s) ?
Don't really have any. If I were to put one, it would be a girl named Chloe (my likely going to be roommate) but she rarely snaps. I might put my ex-gf as one as well.
What do you think your best feature/quality is?
My ex-gf says I was very romantic in high school so probably creativity and/or romance? :P I really haven't thought of it.
Does your name have a meaning? What is it?
Poem. I'm happy with what it means because I love poetry as much as Laura does. :)