Its up to you to decide. But don't you think you need a break from all? Since you know, you've been through alot, why don't you give yourself a space. Just saying.
In other ways, my suggestion, whoever you think he's there for you, always support you, accept you for who you are, thats just it. Semua tu terletak pada tangan awak. Its your own happiness. But think wisely before you make or choose any one of them. Good luck!