Saw Gabby and I think deep down she is really hurt. She is an amazing person, your not! As sad as I am for both of you I think her leaving you will make you realize what you had. You had the best and you fucked up! I hope time heals all pain. I hope you are hurting John. Gabby loved you!
Who the fuck are you to tell me that I fucked up. She's the one that doesn't want to get back together, not me. She's the one that broke up with me in the first place, not me. I called her out on something true, and realized it and got upset/mad. You weren't in the relationship, so shut your fat fucking mouth. And yeah asshole, I am fucking hurting considering I lost my first love, hope that helps you sleep tonight
I'm sorry but grow some fucking balls and text her about how much she means and how much u miss her . Stop being gay and fucking grow up for a minute. She's probably sleeping so you don't gotta worry about her response