What keeps you up at night?
You told me once that you know heaven is real. How can you ever be so sure?
I just know.
Why do you think they misunderstand you?
Because people see what they want to see. And they perceive their reality based on their own warped ideals and morals. They cannot comprehend what they refuse to understand. It's easier to discredit and demean something foreign and intimidating, rather than to open their minds up to the possibility of something revolutionary.
Did you ever have any moments where you wanted to give up? how did you cope with that? Marie Heisig
All the time. I am constantly faced with obstacles that hake my faith... It's the messages from my fans, my true supporters, who tell me how I have helped them... theyre the reason I keep going.
What’s the one thing that people always misunderstand about you?
most people misunderstand my entire being.
What is the happiest memory from your childhood?
Exploring this forest with my brother, my sister and my dad when I was 7 years old. We found this hidden waterfall and played in the water all afternoon. It was one of the few times my sister was in remission and was healthy enough to go out. I remember everything about that afternoon... it remains the happiest moment of my life...
What is the one thing you did in your past you wish you could undo?
Nothing. Everything happens the way it's supposed to.
You don't have to answer this, but I want you to read and listen. Before you became famous you just a regular girl with a guitar trying to make it somewhere. You got famous and started dressing slutty, has this made a positive impact or negative impact in your life?
"Dressing slutty"? As in, being comfortable enough in my own skin to accept and embrace my curves and show pride in my body rather than cover it up? That's slutty?
What made you fall in love with your passion?
when i was very young, i developed a stutter which prevented me from being able to express myself vocally. So, i stopped talking. All the pain I was enduring during my childhood was so overwhelming and I had no way to communicate my thoughts and feelings, I had no outlet. So i started writing.. poetry, prose, journal entries, etc. It became my only way of survival. Putting pen to paper, and being able to express my emotions saved my life. And then when I taught myself the guitar, I was able to put my poetry to music...and then I fell in love.
why were you at the doctors for so long today? why did you have to get so much bloodwork?
i have quite a few health issues that i've been battling since I was very young. it's just not something i'm very vocal about because I dont want people to feel bad for me, or worry my fans.
You've done so much for my soul. You've taught me to be comfortable in my own skin and be who I am, to live life unapologetically. I just want to meet you and thank you in person but I haven't been able to get. Do you have a p.o. Box or something where I can send a letter? I just want to thank you
When you spent 60 at Taco Bell did you eat all the food you ordered
i dont like to waste.
what did you do to help yourself get thru all the times where you felt like no one supported your dreams? Did you ever feel like giving up?
All the time. but i decided that i loved my dream, my passion, more than my need of approval or support anyone else.
Are you proud of the person you have become? Tanner
I am so proud of the person I have become. I am so proud of myself for not succumbing to the emotional depths of self-destruction that i faced the chance of every day of my life. I am so unbelievably fucking proud of myself for surviving.
What do you do when you're so in love with someone but they won't stop cheating and you know you should walk away but can't
walk away, and never look back. because that isnt love.
do you have any advice to anyone who is struggling with anxiety and wanting to give up on what they love most bc of it?
im not a licensed physician, i cant give you medical advice. But, i can tell you how i dealt with my severe anxiety. I made the choice that i would not allow my anxiety to take precedent over my passion. It is consistent battle, that i face every day. You just have to keep making the right choice.
Do you think anyone who has a dream is capable of making it come true?
without a doubt.
What's the craziest thing you've done for someone you love?
have you fucked a migo? if not which one would you be most interested in
i think they come as a package deal
I wanna get nbk tattooed on my finger, "I could fuck with you for infinity" with my best friend under our boob & "my ambition is my weaponry" down my spine. What do you think about that? Forever Young
Whose one person that has never doubted you?
What is the most you have ever spent on taco bell?
Did you ever question your purpose in life or do you always know it was to create and perform music?
i never questioned my dream, or doubted my purpose.
Niykee I want to move in with you
no you dont. im gross
When are you releasing new music?