I'm happy for what is happening today in your life. You seem to be a much happier person now. At the same time I feel that hating your parents is not going to get you anywhere. I had some bad experiences in my chilhood as well that distanced myself from my parents. It had a impact on my entire life.
Thank you so much! My life has had it's fair share of ups and downs but for now it seems to be a steady line upwards:) Forgiveness is a very important attribute to learn