I know that this is probably a hard subject for you to talk about but what was your reaction/first thought when you were informed about Curt? My heart truly goes out to you & idk how you stay so strong. You are such an inspiration
I broke down. Completely. Fell to my knees and all. I didnt want to believe it, im sure no one did. Sadly enough i put myself in denial until i saw him for the last time. That man was my life. He took rylan and i in and loved us unconditionally and then blessed me with little Abel. Im not strong, dont let my front fool you. Im a horrible mess that struggles with every single day.
I have three favorite pictures I have ever taken in my life. The one of me holding Rylan for the very first time, my wedding day where Curt and I are laughing nonstop because I messed up the wedding vows, and me holding Abel for the very first time.
My boys made me smile today, they do every day. With being their only parent now, I need to make sure I'm on my top game to do it all for them. They're such wonderful, smart, handsome little boys who always make momma smile.
What inspires me is, the people who go through struggles. Day in and day out, but never give up. Always have a smile on their face, a laughter coming from their mouth, everything. They have so many reasons to give up and stop trying, but instead they keep pushing through. That's what inspires me.