อันเมื่อกี้แซดแล้วหรอ ? My skeptical nature came in when she said she loved me. Is it true ? Before that, what is, if at all, true ? Do we have a same understanding of love ? Does it mean the same for us ? She tried explaining with simpler concept such as a passionate affection, or a sexual desire. That won't help. We can use words to explain another word, but we can never let others truly know the feelings or thoughts that are going on in our minds. Neither can I know hers. Our relationship was just on an assumption that we share mutual feelings, as we can't really know if we really love each other.
It would be heart shattering to realize that you, my dearest one, and our times, could be none other than a mere hallucination. Are we real ? I could never possibly know.