Do you really think love is blind?
i think at some point, love sees what it wants to see. maybe that's the problem most of the time.
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i know i have been away, and i usually don't answer much anymore, but i will today --
looking back on this account, i remember people were sending me messages that i inspire them somehow for reasons i'm not that sure about, people telling me how brave i am for always being calm in terms of handling situations, and some even told me how they "envy" me because of how i see things, how i am as a person, what i have, and it goes on and on...
but i don't think i am any of that. at some point, my confidence died down and all i feel is that i'm suffocated by these four dull walls i used to call my safe haven. i no longer wake up early to watch the sun set. i don't think i'm capable of looking positively at the world right now. i can no longer string beautiful words to mask this ugliness i feel inside. i don't know. i don't know, and i feel so lost.
i can no longer talk about writing poetry in napkins, drinking calming tea, or tell you poetically and truthfully about how my day is going, because nothing is fine and everything's changed. but i can tell you about tear-stained sheets at two am, cold coffee for breakfast, lunch and dinner, scattered thoughts in crumpled papers, cloth covered mirrors, unsaid words tucked in sad melodies.
i am writing this not to seek attention in any way, but to simply put my words out there because if i can't let it out my chest, i don't think i'll be able to breathe.
on a positive note, you are still breathing, you are still alive, you can still do great things.
looking back on this account, i remember people were sending me messages that i inspire them somehow for reasons i'm not that sure about, people telling me how brave i am for always being calm in terms of handling situations, and some even told me how they "envy" me because of how i see things, how i am as a person, what i have, and it goes on and on...
but i don't think i am any of that. at some point, my confidence died down and all i feel is that i'm suffocated by these four dull walls i used to call my safe haven. i no longer wake up early to watch the sun set. i don't think i'm capable of looking positively at the world right now. i can no longer string beautiful words to mask this ugliness i feel inside. i don't know. i don't know, and i feel so lost.
i can no longer talk about writing poetry in napkins, drinking calming tea, or tell you poetically and truthfully about how my day is going, because nothing is fine and everything's changed. but i can tell you about tear-stained sheets at two am, cold coffee for breakfast, lunch and dinner, scattered thoughts in crumpled papers, cloth covered mirrors, unsaid words tucked in sad melodies.
i am writing this not to seek attention in any way, but to simply put my words out there because if i can't let it out my chest, i don't think i'll be able to breathe.
on a positive note, you are still breathing, you are still alive, you can still do great things.
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livia elle grace
omg omg omg i ship you guys so much ! ! ! im so happy for you both xx have you been writing anything recently?
if somebody had told me i would end up dating my best friend a year ago, i would have laughed. but i guess the best things in life come unexpectedly! ? thank you so much [ for shipping & believing & for being happy for us! it means a whole lot. ?] & yes, i've been really inspired so i wrote a ton of things! i'm almost finished with a novel i'm writing offline, and drew is my first reader! haha, it's honestly so cute & he motivates me a lot. ♥︎
❤ facts about you ❤
i. i miss you all
ii. i miss you all dearly
iii. i miss you all very much
iv. i miss you, i miss you, i miss you
v. it's great to be back
ii. i miss you all dearly
iii. i miss you all very much
iv. i miss you, i miss you, i miss you
v. it's great to be back
how do i be more kind? (pls don't tell me stay the same)
be extra patient. be more understanding. think of other's first before yourself. share your blessings. treat others the way you want to be treated. if you get angry, breathe slowly and count to ten to calm yourself down. in an argument, improve the conversation but do not raise your voice. learn to say sorry and thank you. ?
