Kasarah kenalin aku sama satria dong dia kok ganteng
YEU 울라르 JAUH JAUH SANA 맛있어맛있어 SAMA KYUNGSOO SANA.
(tapi dibales juga) (yaudah)
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Banyu Satria Wibisono, that talkative guy with bright smile. the one who gets along really well with everyone who proclaimed that he is a bestfriend of Sarah Dimitri Dhaneswara.
He said so.
He keep wondering.... whether he regretted it?
*
kadang Satria bingung.
Bingung harus bilang apa, bingung harus gimana, bingung sebenarnya kenapa dia merasa apa yang dia rasakan itu salah.
Satria bingung.
Apa sih yang salah?
Waktunya kah?
Orangnya kah?
Perasaannya kah?
The fact that he fell to his own bestfriend, maybe?
Satria bingung.
Satria lelah.
Kadang Satria bertanya pada dirinya sendiri
"Kenapa harus lo ya?"
"tapi hati emang gabisa diatur sih"
"terus gue harus apa"
"gue harus gimana ya?"
"gue gak mungkin bilang sih"
"karna lo pasti akan menjauh"
"gue gamau jauh dari lo"
"..........................."
"..........................."
Ini pertama kalianya Satria merasa se-hopeless ini. Satria bahkan sempat merasa bahwa "kalau begini jadinya, harusnya gue ga usah nyapa lo aja ya... biar kita ga usah sahabatan dari awal"
Satria terdiam.
Satria capek.
Satria menghela napas.
"because to burn with desire and keep quiet about it is the greatest punishment i can bring on myself. It is my fault. It's not yours. I love you, and you probably think that it's ridiculous....
I love you, but it pained me, because what’s worse than knowing you want something, besides knowing you can never have it?”
:(
(tapi dibales juga) (yaudah)
***
Banyu Satria Wibisono, that talkative guy with bright smile. the one who gets along really well with everyone who proclaimed that he is a bestfriend of Sarah Dimitri Dhaneswara.
He said so.
He keep wondering.... whether he regretted it?
*
kadang Satria bingung.
Bingung harus bilang apa, bingung harus gimana, bingung sebenarnya kenapa dia merasa apa yang dia rasakan itu salah.
Satria bingung.
Apa sih yang salah?
Waktunya kah?
Orangnya kah?
Perasaannya kah?
The fact that he fell to his own bestfriend, maybe?
Satria bingung.
Satria lelah.
Kadang Satria bertanya pada dirinya sendiri
"Kenapa harus lo ya?"
"tapi hati emang gabisa diatur sih"
"terus gue harus apa"
"gue harus gimana ya?"
"gue gak mungkin bilang sih"
"karna lo pasti akan menjauh"
"gue gamau jauh dari lo"
"..........................."
"..........................."
Ini pertama kalianya Satria merasa se-hopeless ini. Satria bahkan sempat merasa bahwa "kalau begini jadinya, harusnya gue ga usah nyapa lo aja ya... biar kita ga usah sahabatan dari awal"
Satria terdiam.
Satria capek.
Satria menghela napas.
"because to burn with desire and keep quiet about it is the greatest punishment i can bring on myself. It is my fault. It's not yours. I love you, and you probably think that it's ridiculous....
I love you, but it pained me, because what’s worse than knowing you want something, besides knowing you can never have it?”
:(
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