My reason to smile is in heaven now, and I'll never get to watch her walk down the aisle to say "I do." She was the love of my life and after 3 years. She was taken from me. I don't know if I'll ever find love again A. I don't know how to go on. I just want to cry for the rest of my life.
Reading this was so hard so i can only imagine how you feel. In due time, you will. It's okay to be alone now.