i adore you a lot, i miss your bum and your braces, VIVA LE NATURALE ANTONIA
I hate ya
Do you listen to metal
No
Self-explanatory
Well I don't understand. I'm bored of this stupid thing, acting like you know me when you haven't a fucking clue and nor do you want too. You're simply curious or whatever you said and simply right now I don't need it, I don't need you telling me you understand because you don't have a fucking clue, you don't fucking care and I'm bored of this
Because I am just as alone as you are. You are virtually the only female contact I have, it keeps my self confidence up
So why won't you talk to me if you're as lonely as you say you are?
What's the difference between talking to you personally and talking to you on this? You don't know me. We are far away in every aspect
So why are you asking me so many questions? What difference does knowing the answers make to you?
And why do you think that?
If it would make that much of a difference to you you'd talk to me personally
What difference do you think it makes to me?
None
In this life. On this planet. On this sphere of disappointment. Alive
What difference does it make to you?
Do you want to be here?
Define where "here" is
How wrong? And why is that the question to come up on my twitter feed? The only one to do so
Accidentally clicked twitter and I haven't lost anyone, the rest however, the emptiness isn't so wrong
I get the feeling that you have lost someone in your life and you are trying to replace the part he/she/it has left in you heart. It's empty and you want to fill it
You're wrong
What do you need
I don't even fucking know anymore
The most intelligent people are usually the most depressed as they actually understand how shitty the world is
What's with all these fact sorts? I don't need them
What you intrigued about? Who I am or why I am talking to you?
Both
I'm not curious, I am intrigued and in love with your personality as weird as it sounds
Well I too am intrigued but you won't tell me who you are and nothing's weird
Why?
Because I'd like to know who's so curious about me and thing that are going on ect
Do you want to know who they are?
I'd like too
Who are you talking to? Why are people asking personal questions about you
I don't know no one ever tells me who they are
That night because you know they won't be with you for long. It's the anticipation of you being alone
I don't understand what the first part is talking about
I've always been alone so I'm kinda used to it. You seem to hate/fear being on your own whereas I'm scared of relationships because in my last shit happened
I'm terrified of being alone, which is weird because that's how I constantly feel. Even when surrounded by people
Counselling doesn't help I agree. They just talk about shit you don't want to talk about it and it just makes oneself uncomfortable being there. And when I said 'help' I didn't mean professional help. Friends, family etc... Where are they?
Not here
But I'm always wrong so tell me
You seem like you talk from experience
And that you are to scared to ask for help
I had help, but it wasn't helping
Do you think I should/need (to) know the answer? If so tell me, it's personal and you don't have to tell if you don't want to