There are various support groups all over the internet. I recommend you don't come out to your parents yet until you know its safe to. There are minor versions of popular dating apps such as Yubo (12+), Nearify (no age limit), MyLOL (13+), and Scout (13+).
Você acredita em amor à primeira vista? Por que sim ou por que não?
No, I personally do not. People obviously have traits in mates that they prefer, but the holder of these traits may not always be good or a suitable mate. You should always spend time to be able to properly judge the personality of a mate before you make the decision to proceed with a relationship.