Sometimes, I think, everything will be ok. Sometimes, I feel like I could handle this dirt all alone. But then, there are moments, i don't know how to deal with. It hurts. So much. I feel hopeless. Then, my thoughts are so dark, i can't escape them. I think, i broke. Secret and silent, my soul starts to break. The monster in me gets the control of me and i... i can't control it. So I could stare and wait. It hurts the most people that i love. It want to push them all away. Because it want to see, who fight for me. I want to feel loved from the people. Because my soul is like glass at the moment. One word and it shattered on the ground..
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