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Ahmed Mac
I didn't know if I was on the right track or on the wrong, I was just continuing the footsteps by keeping faith that Allah will put good in everything for me because I kept faith, improved myself and worked hard for spreading his message forward. I didn't select just an one way road, I struggled on many roads, changed my course several times, tried to avail every available and shown opportunity for the last 5 years. But fate didn't let me win, you can't get success if Allah hasn't written that for you. No matter how hard you try or tried, if it's not approved for you, you won't get it.
In my journey, I have learned a lot about life. I learned that you won't get everything you desire or work for, you won't have peace, you will attract those things which scare you the most, people will be mean and deceive you, society will make fun of you just because you were unable to succeed, people will talk about their and others' success in front of you even after knowing that you've been a victim of fate, and your parents are the only and most loving people you'll ever get in your life (hundred percent true).
After seeing your passion, confidence and work-time, people start expecting a big-time output. They forget that the button of success and approval is not in our hands, it's not us who can decide something for ourselves but Allah. When you work-hard, make a different selection or take a different choice, show faith in what you do and wait but don't succeed then it breaks you, not just by the failure, but by people around who mock you for your failure. When you aren't able to deliver what you thought you would, people don't let you live in peace anymore, not even the ones around you.
I'm in the same situation guys, I have been unable to succeed and I haven't gotten much time left... https://www.facebook.com/ahmednorthowed/posts/1490230751096860 (Word limit reached, continue reading via link).

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Ahmed Mac
All the sad, bitter, angry and arrogant people were not always like that. In the start, they used to be a sweet and polite person too. But with time, as they started to recognize the world, they started to tremble and lose control. In the efforts of being stable, they lost a lot of themselves, hence they lost their true colors.
While I remember the older version of me, I often envy it, like how good and happy I was, how life would change me, I never saw that coming. Day by day, I'm becoming more burdened and bitter, it's difficult to stop the change from coming, I don't know in which form will I be left after all these society's implementations.
Which things turn us bitter or rude, I can't be sure of that, but I know few which made me something I'd never wanted to become. Let's talk about the daily life movements which have dominant effect on our personality and way of dealing with things, let's talk about the outputs of our inputs. You know loss, when we work hard for something but get nothing in return, or face failure, it breaks us down and destroys our internal peace which creates bitterness in us. An unsuccessful and disappointed person will be the most bitter person you'll ever see, constant failures destroy our optimistic force which keeps us to continue the efforts.
While these things may not make sense and you may not be able to understand them unless you're going through the same environment, let me tell you which things break me down or make me lose control, and sometimes give me headache too. I have been working on different projects, sites and crafts, for many years. Most of the times, like 95%, I faced failures and total disappointment which made me a tensed personality. I started working as a singer, but couldn't achieve anything so moved on to https://www.facebook.com/ahmednorthowed/posts/1485430664910202 (Continue reading with the link, word limit reached).

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Ahmed Mac
I feel their pain as I am a human, but if you don't feel the same, then I doubt if you really are a human, because a human can't be without compassion and humanity.

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Ahmed Mac
If someone, if I, tell you something that you didn't know before, or didn't want to understand, then actually it's Allah who wants you to know that. I may be the source but He is the one who's in command.

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Ahmed Mac
بہت سی چیزیں ایسی ہیں جو میں کہتا تو ہوں پر کر نہیں سکتا اور نہ ہی وہ ہوتی ہوئی نظر آتی ہیں, اس یقین سے کہ اللہ میری لاج رکھلے گا اور میرے کہے کو پورا کردے گا۔ انشاءالله!

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Ahmed Mac
I don't want to be a book writer who publishes after years, I want to be a daily writer who writes about everything he likes and dislikes, latest happenings, trends, living style, I want to be a writer who shares his thoughts in deep manners, expresses his ways in words. But unfortunately you can't go much forward with such things, it has no scope and absolutely can't become a certain source of income unless you are very famous. I don't know but I feel really very bad about this world.

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Ahmed Mac
I can't understand the world, its nature and kind. I feel so lost when I focus on what's really happening around, I feel terrible, I lose myself. Seriously, I feel strange after seeing others happy or enjoying, I can't imagine how can someone stay happy even after knowing what kind of unjust things are being held around. Or maybe I am just having abnormalities? 😷

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Ahmed Mac
Everything I ever wanted, I ever asked, is linked to how I live now, if what I aim to accomplish does go in vain, everything I ever desired in my life will go in vain too. I know it's sad for me to know that I'm not winning the race, but the thing is that I can't control my fate by any mean, I tried what I could, I did what I could, but I don't have the authority to approve anything for me. Wallahu-Alam!

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Ahmed Mac
I have started so many things in my life, so many steps have been taken. I can't possibly complete them, not in time, and not in this life I believe. But I can't and don't want to leave them incomplete or in a half state, I don't know what to do!

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Ahmed Mac
If someone treated you properly and with kindness, even if he was poor, unhealthy, miserable, stressed or not of your league, but still you rejected or ignored his efforts, then you are a big time loser, because you lost something that is rare and not gotten twice in life. Don't take anyone's loyalty or care for granted.

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Ahmed Mac
"The escape from reality" (Article)
https://goo.gl/vJ7PGt
If you've got any suggestions or if you want me to write about something then feel free to contact me at any of my public sites. If you found any grammatical or related mistakes then please let me know about them so that I may remove the errors. If you want to contribute a segment or want to share anything then feel free to share your wisdom. Your responsive and polite behavior will be highly appreciated.

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Ahmed Mac
Did you not like me, or find me attractive at the first sight? No issues if you think that I'm ugly or too simple, because I LOVE ME and I don't believe that I'm ugly or something, yes I'm simple but there's no bad thing about being simple, I actually like it, I don't need to look cool to impress or attract anyone, I am my REAL me and that's simple, but honest 😉

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Ahmed Mac
With media we can raise awareness about things with the whole world, it's transmission and ease of access can help us spread anything very fast and easily, it has also many side effects in addition to its benefits. I have spotted some media agencies who are owned by young-lings and irresponsible youth, they do share their opinions with the whole world and say 'modernism and liberty to follow any trend is Islam', they are defaming Muslims and destroying the picture of Islam, they are telling the whole world that our religion is like that and any filth actions can be considerable in it, to stop them something good should come in place of them! People should think!

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Ahmed Mac
People may call me strong, bitter, strict or rude, but I know that I am a very weak person emotionally, and by heart. Everything saddens me, even when I was writing the plot of a story, it almost made me cry, the pain of it was real, I couldn't write any further, I couldn't even read what I was writing. People may say several times that it had been easy for them to bear things, but even the smallest feelings do mess me up a lot with emotions, it may be easy for others to bear them out but not for me. Movies and sad stories, I don't like them, because I can't bear them, I am always worried and tensed about the future losses, I always fear the emotions it will leave behind, yes I'm not emotionally stable person, and yes I don't feel good about it either, it's not my choice, I feel the pain even when it's just a thought, it hurts me, it burns me, and at the end I cry inside. Sometimes I feel like crying without any reason. Maybe that's why I have a little humanity? But still it will always break me.

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Ahmed Mac
When you start practicing good deeds publicly like reciting Quran and offering prayers, then they become a reminder for everyone around, it motivates people around you from inside to follow the good deed.

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Ahmed Mac
Good people are not rare and do exist, actually they are not in the spotlight and hiding from sight, that's why we end up mostly with bad people because we lack patience to find or wait for them. They don't exist in places where everyone exists, they spend more time at home and less time at public places, maybe they don't, but they are different and won't be too social or engaging, that's a quality. So find a good one with patience than finding a bad one by being impatient. But remember that no one is perfect, they will have flaws too, they may be strict or sad, or probably more angry, but it doesn't make them bad, they do stay real and always show loyalty, don't just fall for the appearance, fall for the beauty that lives inside 😊❤

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Ahmed Mac
The sisters who have sent their inappropriate body pictures (nudity) to men or to anyone: you are not a good person, and I pray that no good guy ever come to marry you or build any kind of relation with you. Because for a good guy, his wife is his respect and honor, and if in future it turns out that she was involved in such activities, or if someone sends him a picture of his wife in an inappropriate state, then he will die, if not by a heart attack, then by committing suicide. So if you want to become a woman like that, or if you already belong to such category, then sure go on, may you get a husband of your category, as Allah said in Quran "good men are for good women, and bad men are for bad women". I didn't use much strict words just to keep myself under my level, but yes there is bitterness in my words, and it should be too, to make people feel discouragement in following the bad, and to warn them.

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Ahmed Mac
Humanity alert for those who have a heart: 😫
It's common to hear about the troubles in countries like Syria, Burma, Palestine, Kashmir etc. Tortures of many kind are happening in those corners, but the worst of them is "rape". Recently a woman shared the news of her niece, like how she was tied to a tree and then got raped continuously by the soldiers of Myanmar army until she died. This is not a rare incident of cruelty, much worse things are happening in this world, much worse have already happened. I really feel shame to call myself a human, because the culprits call themselves humans too. I could pray that someone does rape and kill their daughters, wives and mothers like they are doing to others, but I can't curse someone who could be innocent, maybe they don't know what their children or husbands are doing, but if they know and still live with them, then may God do the same with them, even worse, because they deserve to die the same way. I get filled with emotions and anger after hearing such things, I feel like we all are empty from inside because I see people ignoring such news from their feeds, they ignore it like it was a movie suggestion for them, are we really humans? Or humanity is just an imaginary thing? How can you eat, sleep and enjoy well after knowing about such disasters taking place in the same world where you live, I can't understand. Injustice everywhere, still you are silent?
What if you left your home for office in the morning, you just got married and you left your wife at home, then you came back to your home at night and all neighbors around your home told you that some soldiers came to your house and harassed your wife, her beauty bothered them so they tied her to a tree and raped her in front of everyone, they did it for hours and then she died. What if instead of your wife it was your daughter or sister? How would you feel? Maybe you will ignore it like a news-feed and say "it's okay, I want to thank those soldiers", would you do that? No, actually you would cry, you would try to seek justice, you would want the oppressors dead, but yeah we have no humanity, so you shouldn't be able to get revenge, instead we should honor those who raped your wife and then upload the whole case at YouTube, that would be best, what do you say? No, you want to kill me for that? You would want to kill each and everyone who will turn a blind eye to what happened, you would want to kill everyone who won't help you get revenge. But why? Are you not the one who is now aware of what's happening around the world and still acting like he doesn't know anything, or the people who are suffering are not humans? Just because she is not your real wife or daughter who's suffering somewhere doesn't make her less of a human, she deserves the same rights as your own wife or daughter, if she didn't get justice then why and how would you?
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