In my journey, I have learned a lot about life. I learned that you won't get everything you desire or work for, you won't have peace, you will attract those things which scare you the most, people will be mean and deceive you, society will make fun of you just because you were unable to succeed, people will talk about their and others' success in front of you even after knowing that you've been a victim of fate, and your parents are the only and most loving people you'll ever get in your life (hundred percent true).
After seeing your passion, confidence and work-time, people start expecting a big-time output. They forget that the button of success and approval is not in our hands, it's not us who can decide something for ourselves but Allah. When you work-hard, make a different selection or take a different choice, show faith in what you do and wait but don't succeed then it breaks you, not just by the failure, but by people around who mock you for your failure. When you aren't able to deliver what you thought you would, people don't let you live in peace anymore, not even the ones around you.
I'm in the same situation guys, I have been unable to succeed and I haven't gotten much time left... https://www.facebook.com/ahmednorthowed/posts/1490230751096860 (Word limit reached, continue reading via link).