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I am moving on with time, I am trying to learn how to forget what's done and go forward by avoiding past mistakes. We humans are weak, even if we don't agree but it's the truth, we have so many weaknesses. When I joined social media and started to learn more about immoral modernity, I couldn't resist asking each person, who was into it, to stop doing what they were doing. I tried to win with arguments and logics. I failed most of the times, many of them blocked me, but I didn't stop till I found that my methods are not working. It was a natural act, it became, and it still has become my nature to do my best to help someone improve even if they hate me for that. I felt bad then, like too much bad, that's why I wanted to satisfy my inner self by helping them, I had to calm my conscious down.
Everyday, I try to adapt more ways of the world, I'm trying to be strong, I'm trying to be ignorant and heartless. It really makes me feel bad for days when I learn that some injustice occurred with someone, it makes me weak and feel low, with such feelings I'm unable to perform my duties. That's why I'm trying to evolve like everyone else, of course they would've been much like me once, but they evolved, maybe they had to, but I'm stuck. I'm not sure if it's an improvement or deterioration, but it's required to survive into this pathetic world. I write when I'm confused, upset, mad, sad, emotional, thoughtful, spiritual or angry. Sometimes I'm inspiring, and sometimes I'm not. I have improved a lot, learned how to ignore small wrongdoings and sins of our society, understood to not always try to change the world as people seem all fit to it.
You may find some sarcasm in my talking, but this post is not just for public, this is for me, I have questions in my mind which are already answered but haven't been acceptable by my heart till now. I intend to help myself with it.
Everyday, I try to adapt more ways of the world, I'm trying to be strong, I'm trying to be ignorant and heartless. It really makes me feel bad for days when I learn that some injustice occurred with someone, it makes me weak and feel low, with such feelings I'm unable to perform my duties. That's why I'm trying to evolve like everyone else, of course they would've been much like me once, but they evolved, maybe they had to, but I'm stuck. I'm not sure if it's an improvement or deterioration, but it's required to survive into this pathetic world. I write when I'm confused, upset, mad, sad, emotional, thoughtful, spiritual or angry. Sometimes I'm inspiring, and sometimes I'm not. I have improved a lot, learned how to ignore small wrongdoings and sins of our society, understood to not always try to change the world as people seem all fit to it.
You may find some sarcasm in my talking, but this post is not just for public, this is for me, I have questions in my mind which are already answered but haven't been acceptable by my heart till now. I intend to help myself with it.