Everyday, I try to adapt more ways of the world, I'm trying to be strong, I'm trying to be ignorant and heartless. It really makes me feel bad for days when I learn that some injustice occurred with someone, it makes me weak and feel low, with such feelings I'm unable to perform my duties. That's why I'm trying to evolve like everyone else, of course they would've been much like me once, but they evolved, maybe they had to, but I'm stuck. I'm not sure if it's an improvement or deterioration, but it's required to survive into this pathetic world. I write when I'm confused, upset, mad, sad, emotional, thoughtful, spiritual or angry. Sometimes I'm inspiring, and sometimes I'm not. I have improved a lot, learned how to ignore small wrongdoings and sins of our society, understood to not always try to change the world as people seem all fit to it.
You may find some sarcasm in my talking, but this post is not just for public, this is for me, I have questions in my mind which are already answered but haven't been acceptable by my heart till now. I intend to help myself with it.