how weird is that he prolly must be sleeping by now and here I am stalking his ID with a fake account, just scrolling through the feeds to know what he has been liking lately
I even save his liked posts, isn't it crazy?
what should I call it an obsession or love?
L honest thoughts: whenever your answers pops on my wall and I see your display, mere andar ki roh jaag jati hai aur mai ye message karte karte ruk jati hon "are you into kpop? Are you into k dramas? What's your bias?" but I never did dunno why :p
After so many days of laughter and goofiness, Abhi few mins back i got to see "someone's" Instagram account with updated profile photo. Felt a bit down for hardly 5 mins Then i was like; Jae gaand marae. I'm progressing, Yo. ✌🏻
Nowadays all i get to hear is "uski shadi ki date rakhdi, uski mangni hogyi, uska rishta pakka, uske leay rishta dhoondrhe, bs ab xyz ki shadi krne ka soch rhe, SHADI, SHADI & SHADI" It feels like shadi thing has become a mission which you have to accomplish within a specific age period.
I'm hurt because I'm trying to say 'no' and don't wanna force things. But people make you feel bad for this sometimes.
Stay firm to your "NO". Stay firm to your boundaries. Their reaction is exactly the sign why you need to set boundaries at first place. Toxic and manipulative behavior can make you feel like you did something wrong, even when you know you didn't.