I really wish you would call me at least one last time so I could hear your voice, it would make my day better, but all I can do is remember your pretty smile when you used to look at me with loved
I wish I can talk to mom about my suicidal thoughts. But she screams at me. I can’t be alone in my room. Bec I am not able to calm myself down. The pain is hurrendous. I need someone to cry to. But I have noOne. I’m sorry family. I cannot take the pain. I’m sorry it’s hard to love me. I need to go