Well okay; My life story My whole childhood I was tossed around family to family member. I grew up with both my parents being meth addicts. My dad left my at 2 years old for drugs. I was never in a stable home. My sister pretty much raised me, because my mom was never home. Once I hit kindergarten I moved up here to Olathe with my grandma so my grandma could raise me. After I got put in foster care. My parents have been in and out of prison my entire life. I've been around drugs my entire childhood. I've been places, seen things no one should ever have to go through. I grew up scared. I was constantly getting dragged about to different meth houses. To have a steady home at my grandmas was heaven. My mom pretty much left when I lived with my grandma I didn't see her very often. It was hard, never knowing where I was, or even where my own parents were. For about 3 years I thought my dad was dead, because he wouldn't talk to me. My father has been in prison for 10 years of my 14 years as a person. My life is not and wasn't easy. I've been through a lot. People may not know it, but I have been. This is just half of my life. If I were to tell my whole life story i would be writing a book. That's why I started self harming and smoking, it was the only thing that helped my pain. My pain was unbearable; the pain of the past. Self harming helped at the time, or atleast I thought it did. One night I was done! I tried taking my life, gladly I had my Best friend Chico save my life. I was fighting for my life in the hospital for 3 days. I have been to a mental hospital twice. I wouldn't change that either. It has help me become the person I am today. I just can't Thank the people that have stood by my side the entire time enough!!
This is my little sister and I. It's when I had brown hair though. This little girl is 4 years old. She wasn't happy in this picture, but she is still cute. This 4 year old can make you laugh harder then you ever have. She can make you happy when you're sad. It's amazing. I will go to her when I am sad. She's my entire world. Even though so tell me she's going to rip my face off sometimes I still love you. She has made my days many times. These past 2-3 months have been the hardest. I used to talk to her at least once a day she would have her mom call me. Now I haven't talked to her in 2-3 months. It's the hardest thing ever. I treat that girl like my own. She deserves better then she has. Her mother won't let me talk to her which kills me. She called me one day bawling her eyes out telling me how much she missed me and was wondering if I could come over. It broke my heart. If I could I would drive 30 minutes their and back everyday just to see her. I love you Ella Evangeline Crook more then the world itself you are the most gangster little sister anyone could ever have. Lyssa loves you. Never forget that. *In my prayers baby girl* ;Your big sissy. Lyssa.<3
I'm immature but your the one who went and made a status about it. Attention seeker much? You talked all that shit on face book but didn't say anything when I actually said it. You're a puss.
I'm a puss? Because I was the one that confronted you about it, then when you wanted to talk shit on Kayla I confronted you about it. I'm done fighting with immature people that like to talk shit, because they obviously don't have anything better to do.
tbh• you're gorgeous and one of my really good friends, that night at Kayla's was pretty deep lol. you're a lot of fun to be around and we should hang out more! you're one of the strongest girls I know, & I love you Alyssa. <3 stay strong beautiful.