Terrified but I try to embrace it. "There is always darkness before the dawn." But then I think to myself "sometimes the darkness consumes us before we even get to take witness to anything light"
I think you should stop counting cals (both food and exercise.) it is addicting and what brought me and many others into ED behavior. As long as you have a good balance of food (healthy&fun foods) are active, and stay positive, I think you'll be okay. If this behavior continues, please tell someone. It is probably the smartest thing you could do. Good luck hun xxx
Has anything else been bothering you that might've led to you doing this? Like is anyone mean to you at school/home? Etcc
I have a lot: food, nice eyes, procrastination, a comfy bed, a razor, flavored coffee, being too trustworthy, both optimistic&pessimistic, and needing to please everyone else
I would probably sneak into a New York Giants football game since I've never been. I would also steal a bunch of their expensive beers (;
Talk about their ex, insecurities, mother, any disfigurements, or sexual things
XD
During the school year- Mondays
School & school sports & personal workout & homework & community service & gymnastics & finish homework
Im sorry but I can't see it. Thank you for trying lovely xx
My family but mostly my parents. I'd want to tell them how sorry I am for every wrongdoing I've done unto them. They in no way deserve such a shit daughter.
Purple
Ughh that's tough. It's between
"Everybody wake up if you're living with your eyes closed"
And
"What I want is what I've not got but what I need is all around me"
Both in different songs by Dave Matthews Band
Demi Lovato, my mother, my father, my aunt, my sisters, my cousin
They are all strong and have dealt with so much in their lives
My dog that died was named Riley and our new puppy is Buddy :3
My weight
Love yourself and your life because you only have one of each. In order to be happy, you need to think happy. Hating and hurting yourself won't solve anything-- it hasn't for me