why does a person start to think of ending his/her life one day? why? did anybody ever answered this question? why would anyone would think of asking suck a question? I don't know...but the suicidal thoughts are visiting me every night and that's not funny at all..it's painful and wrecking..and especially if you're not understood all the time..or let's say you were never understood at all... but the thing is that I believe on the afterlife and what's in it and what will happen.. so..there won't be "nothing" because there's always something.. it's so hard to think of that every night.