If the intended person reads, what is your message?
You want to die? Then throw yourself into the sea and you'll see yourself fighting to survive. You do not want to kill yourself, rather you want to kill something inside of you. Fight with that thing not yourself.
Aaj jo loog Bare Bare jhande apne gario me lekr phr re ha Azaadi aur apne watn se muhabbat jatana k lia. KAL WOE LOOG KHTE HA YAAR ME BAHAR JAA RA PAKISTAN ME KCH NAI RAKHA. :)