That is essentially what I found, and I feel like I was her match as well. Bye thinking about forever is overwhelming, and we both didn’t feel at first it was possible I think. The the
The wonderful thing is, who I created in my mind is actually the person who does the evil deeds. I know deep down why she does those things, and my energy at first pushed that over the top, ultimately causing the issues.
Could've sworn I answered this, but the version in my head is actually worse than the person she is. When you’re a man who does illegitimate things, new project that onto others. My energy caused major problems between us at first and I know I’m to blame for causing the uncertainty.