If you had add to something to humanity, what would your contribution be?
My ability to see the beauty in everything, regardless of how sad I am or how much pain I am bearing. It's what I hope my writing will one day do, after I've gone and my words have detached from my name.
Creative people. Other than being female, the only thing the women I've been serious with have had in common is creativity. It's a constant. A common trait many women I'm attracted to have is a strong sense of self. Very independent and outspoken. I like when people know what they want, and go after it. I enjoy having an equal that challenges me and is okay with me challenging them.
Have you ever seen Titanic? Was it an emotional movie for you? What's your opinion on there being a sequel (there's one on NetFlix)?
I saw it in theaters when I was a kid. My friend Justin and I went to it, but I don't remember why we chose that one. I remember I wanted to sit by the wall and he wanted the isle, so we occupied both ends of a row and a lady sat next to him and pulled out an electric blanket to hold the other seats, and in doing so hit me in the eye. I spent most of the movie feeling like the little balls of cotton were stuck in my eye, and it drove me crazy. It wasn't emotional for me at all. At least not as it was meant to be. I did get very upset when she didn't share the door, and even more so when she said she'd never let him go as she was pushing him under water and fucking letting him go. I was more literal then than I am now, if that tells you anything. I've heard there was a sequel, but I thought it was a joke. I'll have to check it out. I have no real opinion on it, because I am not bothered by people making a movie about anything or remaking anything. I don't understand people getting upset over those things. They don't have to watch it.
It's fun to talk about, much like astrology, but not something worth putting any credence with. It says not to do something to someone that did something to you, because Karma will get them, but who is to say your getting them back isn't the Karma they were meant to receive?I do not believe in it, and it frustrates me just how deeply some people believe in it.
Nope. When I love someone, I find it very difficult even think about them sexually until after we've been together a few times. Even then I can't really think about them in a functional way that is efficient.I'm also pretty sure this is true with most guys, and hard for most women to believe since they tend to be the opposite. I think it is our way of not insulting our feelings for that person by objectifying them.
Whenever I want. I'm a goddamn ninja.Seriously, I am. But to more accurately answer your question - whenever I want. I naturally flow through life unnoticed. I am the person that looks like everyone, I blend into a crowd unnoticed. Even my voice matches up with background noise when in a crowded place. I walk quietly and sneak up on anyone, but I can also make myself known and be the center of attention if I want (a talent that took a lot of practice to get properly honed, as it is not natural for me).
How does Ask.Fm make you feel? As honest as you can be, what does this site do to you? What are it's pros and cons? Does it benefit you? Does it bring you down? What emotions, if any, uprise when you're online?
Mostly it makes me feel like an old weirdo, since it is overrun with 14 year olds, but that's the internet for you. It doesn't do anything to me, but it has done things for me. It has given me new ideas to ponder, writing practice, and incredible new friends. It has benefited me emotionally. It doesn't bring me down, but every now and then a question will make me think of something from my past in a way I haven't before, which doesn't leave me with the greatest feelings. When I'm online, I'm mostly without emotion. I'm a naturally stoic person, and that doesn't change when I'm online. I try to use emotional words so that I do not sound like a robot, but I often come across much more intensely than I mean to.
Werewolves, because they have less control over who they are and what they do. While vampires often represent our darkest desires personified, werewolves are our most primal instincts intensified.
What image do you have as your desktop background?
A selfie of a pretty lady that asked me not to post it on here, which I don't really understand since she's ridiculously gorgeous and the picture isn't the least bit inappropriate.
Xekan. I know that no matter what, we will not disappear on each other. No one else comes close to understanding me as well as that nappy headed three year old.
If you discovered a new island, what would you name it?
I Don't CareThen I would build some small huts on it and make it a small resort for people that want a vacation and can't decide where to go. Eventually I will have enough money to upgrade the living quarters, and once I have enough to build a giant hotel, I WILL SHUT DOWN EVERYTHING AND BUILD A GIANT SAFE FILLED WITH COINS SO I CAN LEARN TO SWIM LIKE SCROOGE MC-FUCKING-DUCK!That's how I roll.
What do you look like when you wake up in the morning?
Like this. I took this last summer, about two minutes after I woke up. Five minutes at most. Someone asked me this very question, if you're wondering why I'd do that. I then showered, shaved, and baked a rainbow cake before taking a second picture.
Anyone seeking advice of their own. In giving them advice I discover the advice I need to give myself, and it is far better than what most people give me on my usual issues. Most of the time when other people give me advice, I feel like they're telling me something that I consider to be common sense, and it makes me feel insulted. People rarely deliver common sense as such, they always try to make it sound like an original and deep idea of their own. I don't like that.
What’s the first thing you did when you woke up today?
Grabbed my phone and sent Grace a text letting her know I was thinking of her. Normally I'd have given a brief description of what kind of dream I had, since she is always in them, but the way I was awakened left me too discombobulated to remember my dream.
How do you show yourself that you love yourself? If you're not the best at that because I know some people aren't, how do you generally show others that you genuinely love them?
I allow others to love me, I guess. If they can love me, it is only because I love myself, at least that's what I've been told. I also masturbate. Even if I'm not in the mood, I'll do it just to show myself I care. Or to cure boredom. I show others love by listening to them. Talking with them. Telling them, and being there for them when they need me and when they don't.