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long tbh on Victoria

I've never believed in forever until I met her. She fixed me, I was so broken and torn when she found me and now it's like i'm me again. It was only a matter of minutes before I fell inlove with her. Our story is so beautiful. We never let anybody tear us apart, and we do whatever the hell we have to do just to see eachother. Each morning I wake up and I fall more and more inlove with her. I love hearing her stories about her past and learning new little things about her. Like how she got her tonsils taken out when she was younger or how her favorite mixed drink is Mountain Dew with Captain Morgan. Just the little thing's you know. She's so amazing, she cares so much. She would take a fucking bullet for me, even though I would not let her. When I look at her I see my future, my everything, my other half, my soulmate, my inspiration, my girl. All mine. This life is so hard, but she makes it 10 times easier. When I'm breaking down for something that my mom did or because I'm just an emotional wreck. I look at her and I instantly stop crying. It was her from the moment we met. I couldn't keep my eyes off of her. For anybody that ever doubts us, you're going to feel hella stupid when you hear about us in the future. Our love is one of a kind. Nobody can take her place, this girl most certainly has my heart. I wouldn't want anybody else to have it though. We are literally made for each other. Babe, I know you're reading this. Iloveyousofuckingmuch. I've told you this a million times, but I'm never leaving you. You're all I need, you loveme for who I am & I loveyou for who you are. You don't have to do anything to impress me or to get my attention, because you always find a way to leave me breathless or to make my heart skip a beat. There's days that we have to go through when we can't talk to each other and when we can't even see each other, and trust me that kills me. But we've come this far so we can't go back now. There's nobody like you. I could write so much more and keep going on and on, and that's actually what I want to do. I want to take you out to the most beautiful and crowded places and kiss you in front of everyone to show them that you're mine. I want to show off your beautiful face. You just told me to go look at your ask, so i'm gonna stop here. Point is, Iloveyousomuch babygirl.

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In your deepest words describe yourself

I've never actually been able to get a clear view of myself tbh. What I mean by that is I confuse myself, I'll be happy one minute and breaking down the next. I hate that about myself. I don't like relying on people because of my past experiences. I like to do things my way and I would rather do them alone than with other people. I don't like admitting that I have problems, I'll hide them for a while. When I'm mad or pissed off I would rather nobody talk to me, it just helps me gather my thoughts and stuff. I'm really random and I can talk about anything with anybody. Like if I was at a store and I complimented somebody on their shoes we would end up talking about polar bears until one of us has to leave. I like to make people laugh. When I'm around I like to make sure somebody is laughing. I don't really like to follow rules. I'll do anything for the people I love. I get jealous asf & I don't even mean to sometimes. I've done things in my past that I'm ashamed of, and most people don't know except one & that's rylee. I push people away. I've loved and I've lost .. But I guess everything that's happened in my past kind of shaped who I am today. I'm not close to my family whatsoever. I like to act like I'm okay 24/7 so maybe I'll believe myself one day. The only people I'll always have full trust in and love unconditionally are my dad and victoria. I'm sorry if that hurts anybody. This isn't really "deep" but I guess it's good enough.

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