Honey, I don't obsess over you. I don't give a shit who you date. I used to want you, but all I got now is hate in my heart for trusting you all these years, believing you were a solid man. You're no man. You're a coward. Can't even tell the supposed 'love of his life' who he is. Instead he portrays himself a scene kid for the first four or five years, uses his best friend's picture and then only tells me who he is and then after that I only find out after that the man's pic you used was your best friend. And when I confronted you about it, you disappear. That's what you do. You're good at it apparently. Disappearing, even after I had told you I was done with that shit. Absolutely no contact for two almost three years and a month DURING our relationship. Not apart. DURING. Proving to me that you never cared and receiving abandonment issues because of you. I question everything a guy does now thanks to you. If I'm crazy, it's only cause you drove me to it. And you 'want me back' but still refuse to tell me the truth or try to talk to me about it? Yeah right. Honestly, I've moved on. I had been with Willy for a year. I fell in love with someone else even. It's you who needs to move on if you can't be straight with me. Oh FYI, you should try being yourself so that your SO won't walk away in the first place. Don't even try to bring up my past, because I've owned up to it and I've been doing better. I'm not a cheat, I tell the truth and I've stayed loyal. If anyone taught me what actual love is like, it's Willy.

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