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1: tell me about your ex
I've only dated three people
The guy I date before Seth was pretty much the dream of any naive teen girl. A bunch of tattoos, much older, a "bad boy" and was a tattoo artist. We met through facebook and caught feelings abnormally fast to a point where we were telling the other that we were in love and were even engaged after about 4 months of our relationship. He had a four year old daughter who I loved very much and was just the most awesome kid.. We moved away to Kansas City together and it seemed like such a fun spontaneous thing and I thought it'd be the life. It wasn't. We both had a lot of really bad insecurity, trust, and abandonment issues from things in our past and really just clung together because we were scared of being left. We had the kind of relationship where people on Facebook or Instagram thought "wow they have the perfect relationship" but in reality despite doing a lot of things together and taking cute pictures of our "adventures".. We fought a lot. And fought hard. We emotionally destroyed each other a lot and he did his part of completely fucking up my perception of men and relationships in general. We tried multiple times to leave each other but would never stick to it for more than a day. After a huge fight where I almost was convinced he would snap and kill me, I finally decided we had to stop doing this to each other and I quit my job and moved everything out of our home that day. I never came back and we've only seen each other one time since then for him to get some of his things from my parents house. He loved me but he fucked me up. I'm not sure if any of it affected him mentally as much as it did me even to this day.
I've only dated three people
The guy I date before Seth was pretty much the dream of any naive teen girl. A bunch of tattoos, much older, a "bad boy" and was a tattoo artist. We met through facebook and caught feelings abnormally fast to a point where we were telling the other that we were in love and were even engaged after about 4 months of our relationship. He had a four year old daughter who I loved very much and was just the most awesome kid.. We moved away to Kansas City together and it seemed like such a fun spontaneous thing and I thought it'd be the life. It wasn't. We both had a lot of really bad insecurity, trust, and abandonment issues from things in our past and really just clung together because we were scared of being left. We had the kind of relationship where people on Facebook or Instagram thought "wow they have the perfect relationship" but in reality despite doing a lot of things together and taking cute pictures of our "adventures".. We fought a lot. And fought hard. We emotionally destroyed each other a lot and he did his part of completely fucking up my perception of men and relationships in general. We tried multiple times to leave each other but would never stick to it for more than a day. After a huge fight where I almost was convinced he would snap and kill me, I finally decided we had to stop doing this to each other and I quit my job and moved everything out of our home that day. I never came back and we've only seen each other one time since then for him to get some of his things from my parents house. He loved me but he fucked me up. I'm not sure if any of it affected him mentally as much as it did me even to this day.