Ask @Chris_Highley:

I’m 38 and my dad disowned me three years ago, I feel so upset and I miss him so much, but after what I done I don’t think he’ll ever forgive me, every daughter needs their dad.

Since you're an anon I'm hoping you're serious because it's not something to joke about.
I'm very sorry to hear about this family issue that you are going through. Since I don't know you or your situation personally, I will recommend a book that you could learn from and possibly patch things up.
'How to Win Friends and Influence People' by Dale Carnegie.
I will keep you in my prayers. Good luck and God bless!

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