There is no such thing as a 'good person', Engy. God makes people good, man alone can never make himself good because he doesn't know his limit & so he will always want more. God has graced me to be kind but not for me to keep it for myself. It is my obligation to Him that I share it with other people. Besides people will probably end up pushing me away because I will never stop serving God because that's how great He is. I know you're suffering. Even my mother is suffering, she is in bad condition everyday she's alive. But she is thankful everyday to have me around because I always 'preach' to her a little about not giving up & keep doing the things she does for other people & then God will take care of her. It's the same for you. I have prayed to God so many times but I hear nothing so I gave up on praying, yet I always have Him on my mind, that's His way of keep me close to Him. He loves His children so much that even when we give up on Him, He still reaches out to us. We live in a world that's full of misery & cruelness, but by the will of God, we will be strong & as long as we do things for other people by providing for them & supporting their needs, God in return will bless us, but not in the ways we want to be blessed but in His ways. God doesn't bless us in the ways we want Him to bless us, sometimes He won't bless us at all because He knows we will want more than what He provided for us. God doesn't bless arrogant people when they don't have their way, those types of people have hardened their hearts toward God. You see what happens when some men are blessed but they turn that blessing into arrogance & conceit. We don't understand why we should love God if He allows a sibling of ours to die & we never see them again, but He makes it clear that His purposes for bad things that happen in our life will never be understood until we learn to not be so ill-tempered & instead stay calm & patient. He is like a father; He disciplines us so we will constantly grow spiritually strong. We just have to trust Him the best way we can & not see Him as our enemy. ♥

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Yes because I wanted to bring this account back from the dead. 😆 🌷 🌷 🌷 Besides, I'm trying to avoid someone because they follow me on my other account. I also want to bring you happiness. I don't care that your account says, "You will find super negativity here". People who avoid you just because you're too negative obviously don't have patience for you like I do. You can tell me 100 things that bother you & I wouldn't get annoyed. I care about you Engy, I care about your mental health. What most people won't do, I do. Most people will leave you to be by yourself because they don't want to be around a negative person who always complains, BUT I'm not them. If I were, I would do the same thing. I stay with you because I adore you. I have sympathy for you & when I say I will never stop caring about you, I give you my word. I am sad everyday of my life & lonely as I have told you all of these things, but JESUS is the reason why I never give up because He is hope & strength for me. A lot of times I want to give up, I want to commit suicide, but I open the bible & it INSPIRES ME TO KEEP FIGHTING. So I do...but anyways. Real friendships like me & yours are hard to keep in one place. I have to see your face everywhere, not just on instagram. YOU are an amazing person. You are like a banquet of flowers, very lovely & sweet. You have been through so much in life, but you are still a kind person. THAT is EVERYTHING to ME. Kindness should NEVER be forgotten. It is what keeps us strong because when we are kind to people, they become our friends & they want to be around us. No matter how sad & upset you are on any given day, you will always be my friend & I will always worry about you. :) 🤭

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"Do not make the pursuit of money, a career or success, the basis of your life. Resist inclinations toward arrogance, the thirst for power and for riches. People often make do with having a little money and a bit of entertainment. Help the poor and others in need of assistance. giving freely without expecting anything in return. Some stars may be bright, but do not point the way. So it's with success, money, career, honors, and pleasures, when these become our lives, that path won't ensure peace and joy. Do not be indifferent from Jesus. Instead of conducting themselves in coherence with their own Christian faith, they follow the principles of the world, which lead to satisfying the inclinations toward arrogance, the thirst for power and for riches. I pray instead that the world makes progress down the path of justice and of peace. Many Christians observe Epiphany to recall the 3 wise men who followed a star to find the baby Jesus, which star have you chosen to follow in your life?"

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