What has been the lowest point of your life?
When you see someone depressed or just sad, just try to figure out the reason & be kind towards them, not entitle them as psychos! 🙏
I've been holding on thifor so long & i believe it's now the high time to share what I've been through & how can you prevent other women from traumas like mine!
My parents called it quits & filed for a divorce in 2014 after a long highly toxic marriage on a very bitter note & that took a toll on me definately but without me registering that grief in my head. My life was haywire at that time, i couldn't study well at all, all my friends turned into bullies so you can say that my little world had turned into a nightmare. And then one day on my way to home from my school, a man out of nowhere groped me & sexually harassed me. That was my first trauma. I remember i came back home, wept all day & stayed up all night. My mother is a lawyer so she's mostly busy, i couldn't communicate with mother immediately nor i wanted to shatter her. But when i told her & women in my family about what had happened to me, as expected they hushed me & warned me not to tell anyone about it as it would make me look a little less pious or i don't know whatever. And that shattered my core! As time passed i became scared of people & developed trust issues. I failed my 6th standard & then i decided to quit school because i was scared of being bullied & harassed again. Men & others in my house, in my family & friends circle couldn't understand why I wasn't behaving normally. Many called me a drama queen & a psycho.. I was legit 12!!! Anyways following that year my mother & i evacuated to another place & lived seperately for 2 years approx & there i suffered for PSTD & sleeping paralysis. I isolated myself for 7 months straight, imagine i didn't even realize that eye sight's gotten weak! And while i was in that phase i got harassed again by a 70 year old broker who wanted to give his apartment on rent. I blamed my mother for not protecting me & not putting him in jail.. but then there came izzat & all that bullshit, no one would marry you & that people don't spare single mothers & kids, it's impossible for us to survive in this society other way, we are vulnerable blah blah blah again! No wonder how many kids he would've harrased or molested. Oh do you wanna know why harrasers, molesters & rapists are never traumatized like we victims? Because they are never punished. Feeling comfortable with men to me is an uphill battle because i know women can't protect me & men would never know or gets to know!
P.s. For god sake pls don't assume that I'm looking for anyone's attention or sympathy. I'm just urging people to be less ignorant & cruel and be more protective, supportive, responsible & concerned towards people around them. And be humane when they're told that their mother, sister, daughter, beau is harrased or raped once.
Don't be an inhumane rat or blame them. Punish such evil men & petrify them to their core in public & not hide away!
I've been holding on thifor so long & i believe it's now the high time to share what I've been through & how can you prevent other women from traumas like mine!
My parents called it quits & filed for a divorce in 2014 after a long highly toxic marriage on a very bitter note & that took a toll on me definately but without me registering that grief in my head. My life was haywire at that time, i couldn't study well at all, all my friends turned into bullies so you can say that my little world had turned into a nightmare. And then one day on my way to home from my school, a man out of nowhere groped me & sexually harassed me. That was my first trauma. I remember i came back home, wept all day & stayed up all night. My mother is a lawyer so she's mostly busy, i couldn't communicate with mother immediately nor i wanted to shatter her. But when i told her & women in my family about what had happened to me, as expected they hushed me & warned me not to tell anyone about it as it would make me look a little less pious or i don't know whatever. And that shattered my core! As time passed i became scared of people & developed trust issues. I failed my 6th standard & then i decided to quit school because i was scared of being bullied & harassed again. Men & others in my house, in my family & friends circle couldn't understand why I wasn't behaving normally. Many called me a drama queen & a psycho.. I was legit 12!!! Anyways following that year my mother & i evacuated to another place & lived seperately for 2 years approx & there i suffered for PSTD & sleeping paralysis. I isolated myself for 7 months straight, imagine i didn't even realize that eye sight's gotten weak! And while i was in that phase i got harassed again by a 70 year old broker who wanted to give his apartment on rent. I blamed my mother for not protecting me & not putting him in jail.. but then there came izzat & all that bullshit, no one would marry you & that people don't spare single mothers & kids, it's impossible for us to survive in this society other way, we are vulnerable blah blah blah again! No wonder how many kids he would've harrased or molested. Oh do you wanna know why harrasers, molesters & rapists are never traumatized like we victims? Because they are never punished. Feeling comfortable with men to me is an uphill battle because i know women can't protect me & men would never know or gets to know!
P.s. For god sake pls don't assume that I'm looking for anyone's attention or sympathy. I'm just urging people to be less ignorant & cruel and be more protective, supportive, responsible & concerned towards people around them. And be humane when they're told that their mother, sister, daughter, beau is harrased or raped once.
Don't be an inhumane rat or blame them. Punish such evil men & petrify them to their core in public & not hide away!