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Sorry i diden't know you were sick im sorry.

It's fine. I'm sorry for being a bitch. I've bad no caffeine and I'm sad and hurt.

Cn u tell everyone how u feel then

You guys better be ready for a novel. Because you're gonna get one.
I hate anyone who looks at me wrong, whispers about me, and giggles my way or insults me. I hate anons who give me bullshit. I have enough dragged into my life everyday. I don't need more to worry about. You idiots don't fucking know me. So maybe I should give you some notes to take.
Did anybody know I'm adopted? Nope. My real mum died of cancer when I was 5. And my real dad shot himself not too long after. The worst part is, he shot himself in front of me. I got split up from my sisters when I got sent to an orphanage. I haven't seen them in nearly 12 years. My family was torn apart. I don't even know who they are.
I started self-harming when I was 12. It became an addiction that keeps fucking my life up to this day. It took away the pain for a few seconds. It made me lose thought that I was drowning in my own fears, people's opinions of me, and it took me away from everything. When I got my heart broken for the first time, I faced the hurt alone. It made my addiction spiral out of control. I moved from scissors to razors.
I was diagnosed with anorexia when I was 14. I've since started eating again, but I remember when I looked at myself in the mirror with such hatred and disgust in my eyes. That was the darkest part of my tunnel.
I have feelings, you know. I'm just like you. Does it make you happy to see me broken? Is it funny and entertaining to make fun of me behind a computer? You should be ashamed of yourselves. I know I'm horribly ugly and I'm not the best person in the world but why remind me? I'm not asking for likes or attention. This is how I feel.

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