if you dont mind me asking.. what actually happened with your brother?
Well its a long story but okay.. in april 2009 me and ella were told we were going to have a little brother. we were both over the moon, but we would never know what would happen in the next year.. we all went to the 20 week scan, and the nurse was focusing on josephs heart for longer than was needed. she asked me and ella to go out of the room, which made us worried. on the way home mum and luke were both silent, and me and ella decided not to ask why. at 32 weeks pregnant, my mum gave birth to joseph-but he was 2 months premature. he was too small to have the surgery that he needed to save his life, he was only 3lb. the surgeons carried out a balloon septostomy to burst a hole in between the two sides of his heart. this allowed oxygenated blood from his lungs to trickle through to the other side of his heart and be circulated round his body. it was this operation that kept joseph alive until he was big enough to have the surgery that he needed. He was kept alive in an incubator for 5 weeks, until he reached the minimum weight needed for his operation. on the morning of the 22nd of december 2009, joseph was taken to theatre to have his operation. he was the smallest baby to have ever had this operation, and the surgeons were very concerned. the operation was meant to last for 4-5 hours but after 9 hours, there was still no news. 10 hours after he went into theatre, joseph returned to intensive care. he had had a serious bleed on his lungs, and had lost much of his bloom. he lay with his chest open and had over 200 stitches in his heart.(his heart was the size of a small walnut) he was in hospital for over 2 and a half months, and in that time he also had kidney failure, and many other life threatening problems. when he finally came out of hospital, he was still tiny, but he was well enough to come home. everyone was relieved that he'd survived, and i was so glad that my baby bro had made it <3
There's lots..... Girls: Libby, Ella, Ella, Amy, Ellie Buck, Ellie Boo, Ellie Crow, Louise, Chloe, soph, Katie G, lauren G, Megan, britt, Emily M, maisie, Maisey, lily, Donetia, pia <3<3 Boys: Jake, Eggy, Butty, Reece, Brad, Harry C, Harry N, Jack M, Joe V, Tomy, James C, James T, George D, Brandon, George W, Gibbo, Adam, Oliver M, Fin Q, Fin DB, Kieran, Zack, Stoz <3<3
not trying to, ill judge people how i want to judge people, and ill live my life how i want to live it. i honestly dont give one about what people think of me, i will be who i am and no ones gonna change that! anyway if you hate me that much, surely youd either come off anon, tell me who you are or tell me face to face?
H- Jack M, Harry N, Fin Q A- Jakee, Steaddicus, Egg;p S-Eggy, Brandon, Tom Aldred I- Ben, Oliver, N-TOM RYAN MY BABE, josh, Minnie G- Harry C, Harry S, James X
when people die, when people say Blink+Busted are crap, when people say Brooklyn Beckham isnt fit:O
15 best/closest friends? xx
Libby, Megan, Ellie, Donetia, Ellie, Ella, Ella, Soph, Emily, pia, maisie, maisey, lauren, amy, Amber:there are so many more so picked 15 at random, theyre just my girl best friends!xx
i swear if i ever find out who says all that shit, makes me so angry. Losing a brother or sister like I did or even coming close like Emily hurts. Don't ever ever joke about that. Sick sick cunt. Fuck Off! loveyou emily x joey x
Whoever that was who just saId your horrible to everyone-think they were writing about themselves! Who would say that? Your brother is a fighter & an inspiration<3 don't let them get you down em<3<3
Ohhhhh f uuuu!!!!! He's amazing, he is just perfect, so lucky to have him, treats me so well and always lovely, words can't explain how much I love him <3<3