I want to become closer with God but I don't have any of the cliche reasons to go searching. I've done a lot of things god wouldn't approve of, but I don't feel sorry. I go to church every Sunday, youth group and pray but it hasn't changed me. I need motivation. Is that wrong?
No, I've been in that position before. In my opinion, from what I've learned, you need to learn to motivate yourself. A lot of the time I sat around waiting for God to put this fire for him in my heart and I've realized it doesn't work that way. Being motivated for God is a choice. Try your very best to seek him in everything and have faith in your prayers and things will start turning around. They have for me.