Erin Wolf

In a way, yes.

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It's never been in my nature to have favorites.

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I'm a turbulent person. I have preferences, yes, but never favorites. My preferences shift, reorder, and are rearranged according to my moods, the situation, and just plain whimsy.

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How can one have a favorite anything when one's situation is constantly changing?

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To declare something to be one's "favorite" means to prefer it over all others.

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I cannot objectively claim that I like anything or anyone over all others.

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Therefore, I do not have favorites.

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So it annoys me that people assume that A) I have them, B) that I would ever waste my time on such questions.

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It takes no effort to ask that question, and most people don't care what the answer is.

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It's just an easy out when having to ask something of someone or "get to know them".

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It's cheesy, stale, and unoriginal.

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It requires no effort and teaches you nothing about the person.

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It is, in effect, useless to ask me about my "favorites".

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You have no need to apologize to me. You are a friend. Friends shall always be given not only the benefit of the doubt, but an extra mile of patience and understanding.

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Questions from you and other friends will always be considered with extra care and thought.

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That is who I am. That is how I work.

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That is what is earned by putting in thought and effort into others.

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It has more meaning like this, does it not?

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It would all be rather bland and inconsequential if my friendship and understanding were to be bought, sold, and traded for a paltry price, wouldn't it?

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I've never been perfect. I've grown more cynical, aggressive, pointed, and suspicious over the years, it's true. I've become more withdrawn and reclusive; more wary of others. I have always been on the fringes of society for one reason or another. I don't deny any of that, nor do I deny my past or all the people I have hurt along the way.

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But one thing that I shall endeavor to remain true to is my motto.

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Fortius Quo Fidelius.

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Strength through Loyalty.

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Those who truly have my respect and trust are those who earned it on their own merits through their own actions. I find people appreciate my trust and friendship more that way.

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This is why I don't take such claims lightly when anons try to claim some affinity for who I am, that they come for friendship, or even more absurdly, that they wish to "be close" or that they "love me".

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They haven't earned that.

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They come on anon. In other words, they cannot reveal their true selves to me or speak without hiding behind a veil. If one cannot speak truly and honestly with me, then how can their feelings be true? How can you claim to care about someone when you can't even be honest about who you are and how you feel without hiding yourself?

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Sorry, this kind of became a mini-rant, but you get my point, I think.

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Honestly?

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These fuckin' anon bullies are hilarious.

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Mate, if your idea of a pull is "I kno ur on medz lulz" because I mentioned having taken medication once for mental health reasons, ya shit.

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You obviously only skimmed the content of my posts because you'd have figured out that i'm not on meds and haven't been on them for ages, cunt XD

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Like I said.

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It's insulting to have these shitheads on my page cause it isn't that they genuinely bother me, but their incompetence in bullying is a bother hahahahaha

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Like come on.

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My best friends roast me WAY harder.

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If you can't come pull something better than this out ya ass, don't try, cause it's pathetic.

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Mate, my youngest sibling roasts better than my bullies, and i'm being genuinely serious.

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Where do I go to get a genuinely good bully-chan around here?

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