Can u be honest about Shamall?
Alright anon.. Want to know the truth? I honestly don't give a fuck what Kristin will say anymore. I liked Shamall.. I still do.but I'm my shitty self and fucked it up. I felt bad for what i was doing to kristin so i broke off whatever flirting was going on.. And now Shamall wont talk to me and it fucking sucks. I know i hate when people flirt with Jacob but thats entirely different Jacob is my sons father... Shamall isnt with kristin. I deserve to be happy and thats what shamall did...he made me happy. He was so swedt to me, and hes just a genuine person. He cared more about grayson then Jacob ever has... And that made me so happy.. But everything between me and him went to shit.. And theres nothing i can do about it but say sorry to shamall over and over like i have been. I just ruin everything. and im starting to get used to the fact that ill never mean anything to anyone. So now please just leave me alone...