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Last december.
It was totally different. I keep recalling stuff I don’t want to remember because it used to be my favorite month of the year but not anymore. I keep recalling moments; every moment I went through last year. Moments when I was too happy that it made my heart skips beats, and moments that it made it breaks into pieces. I miss people I shouldn’t be missing, I miss some of my happy moments that I feel guilty for missing it. I wonder if they ever missed me, I wonder if my face ever haunts them or even my voice.Last december, I had everything I ever wanted back then. I had things I thought that it would make me happy for a lifetime, but it didn’t last. This happiness ended by letting those memories go. I realized that this was not what I always wanted, this wasn’t the meaning of happiness. It was more like pain, it caused my heart a lot of pain that it took me months to get over, and I don’t think we can call happiness pain, but it was. It breaks my heart every time I remember how I was back then and how I was vulnerably falling apart. Maybe they don’t feel me around anymore, maybe they don’t even remember me, but I do. I don’t like this time of the year, it makes me feel things I don’t want to feel and it makes me miss people I forgot about them long time ago. Maybe it’s just 2am and it reminds me of how heavy my heart was, how it used to hurt for days and months. Last december, it was one of my favorite months of the year, it was full of heavenly moments but it also ended up taking my soul away.
oh fucking well.

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Why can't you?

I'm still in my freshman year. I need to concentrate on a lot of things more than art. Even though I did discuss it with my parents. But, they told me that your hobbies and passion for things will change, I don't fully agree with them, I feel my passion for art is even growing more, I'm more curious about it than anything else.//But, you never know, maybe one day I'll be able to do that.
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Facts about you?

I'm not sure I have much.
- I hate hugs. (Except if you are a special person, and no one is)
- I hate complements that are about my appearance.
- i eat ice the whole time.
- i express myself using art and I doodle more that I breathe.
- I have more e-mails than friends.
- I love cold showers.
- I'm very complicated to understand.
- I solve quadratic equations when I'm stressed.
I don't want to make this long.

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