What are the things you want to avoid in a relationship? 🤔👻
There's a beauty in not actually knowing someone. When you talk with your eyes and no words are being exchanged. When you see that one face in a crowded restaurant/cafe or subways and your day is suddenly beautiful. You're content even though you know you're never going to see them again. And so you start making stories, you start imagining things about them, with hope you see them again somewhere in your life and your life will be better again, for a few moments. Because in those few moments you both were alive..
I don't entirely feel the need to be in a relationship. It's not that I'm avoiding it or anything, I just don't want to get into something I won't be able to commit to.
Sometimes, I think I have none. That I'm just trying to be someone or something I'm not. Just trying to fit in, imitate someone, copy someone. I'm an artist because people think I am an artist and I want to believe their truth.