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What is going on in your mind lately?

The normal me thinking my normal way, keeping distance and having distinct boundaries.. Then gradually getting exposed to the other side, people fading away those boundaries from the opposite direction... And me settling for that, getting comfortable with that....And... Then... Realizing that what I was doing was right! I was not being harsh on myself or others, I was not being confined, narrow-minded or stupid.. I was RIGHT!! The realization that those people were not what I thought, hurts. But what hurts more is that they made me push my boundaries and then their words made me realize that it means nothing.. Going back to that zone because my younger self was more intelligent to set those boundaries.
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Point!!
There was a time when I had realized that my situation was getting worse in some particular aspects but today, when I looked back for a while, I realized that at "that certain time" I was better than the current me. It's getting worse day by day..
Probably, I've come too far away at the wrong track.. so away that I've lost the view of the right one or.. or I've even lost the map maybe...
Alhamdullilah for everything.. this new way is also a new experience. This is a new unique learning.. May Allah bring us to the Sirat-e-Mustaqeem
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ᴅᴏ ʏᴏᴜ ᴇᴠᴇʀ ꜰɪɴᴅ ᴀ ʀᴇʟᴀᴛᴀʙʟᴇ ᴘᴏꜱᴛ ᴀɴʏᴡʜᴇʀᴇ ᴀɴᴅ ᴡᴀɴᴛ ᴛᴏ ꜱʜᴀʀᴇ ɪᴛ ʙᴜᴛ ᴛʜᴇɴ ʏᴏᴜ ʀᴇᴀʟɪᴢᴇ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ʏᴏᴜ ᴅᴏɴ'ᴛ ᴡᴀɴᴛ ᴘᴇᴏᴘʟᴇ ᴛᴏ ᴋɴᴏᴡ ʏᴏᴜʀ ᴠᴜʟɴᴇʀᴀʙʟᴇ ꜱɪᴅᴇ ꜱᴏ ʏᴏᴜ ᴊᴜꜱᴛ ᴛᴀᴋᴇ ᴀ ꜱᴄʀᴇᴇɴꜱʜᴏᴛ ᴀɴᴅ ꜱᴀᴠᴇ ɪᴛ ɪɴ ʏᴏᴜʀ ɢᴀʟʟᴇʀʏ ɪɴꜱᴛᴇᴀᴅ?😶‍🌫️

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Yess!
And sometimes i realize the group of people i was connected with at school was the one i could share anything with.. then with college connections, my posts got limited, and sequentially more constrained with uni..
They are different groups of people.. That know different aspects of you.. and sometimes I don't share certain posts because I am avoiding showing them "The Whole Me".

▌ᴡʜʏ ᴅᴏ ᴡᴇ ᴛᴇɴᴅ ᴛᴏ ʀᴇᴍᴇᴍʙᴇʀ ᴛʜᴇ ɴᴇɢᴀᴛɪᴠᴇ ᴇxᴘᴇʀɪᴇɴᴄᴇꜱ ᴍᴏʀᴇ ᴠɪᴠɪᴅʟʏ ᴛʜᴀɴ ᴛʜᴇ ᴘᴏꜱɪᴛɪᴠᴇ ᴏɴᴇꜱ? ▌

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Wondering if I should enjoy the achievement of a great milestone of my life or should I think about how it's tried to be ruined in every aspect..
How the celebratory day I was waiting for has passed and it's is not even talked about, by my closest people, let alone congratulating me..
How it could magically change my life but here I am, realizing that It has started a new loop of abuse with just the title changed and with no option left, no way out.
Yes, I was the one telling others on my level, to enjoy their day and not ruin their celebration due to any stupid reasons. But here I am, laying on the floor wondering if thats how my special day was supposed to be.
This special day is supposed to be remembered forever, but will i ever be able to recall it, considering the negative memories associated with it?

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Am I the only one who finds everything boring recently

farihaamalik’s Profile PhotoFariha
I thought so. But now I've started believing that not always will there be an external source of happiness or enjoyment. Kabi enjoyment khud peda karni hoti hai, andar se happy feel karna zaruri hai warna you could be sitting sad and bored in your favorite place with your favorite people. So think happy, stay happy🌸😊

Speak your heart out.

We do not realize how many different lives we are living all at once. One at home, one with friends, one at uni or office, one with strangers, how many different ways we react to the same thing according to the surrounding. Sab se mazy ki baat to ye hai k how smoothly we can switch between these lives. Sometimes humay khud ehsaas ni hota but if you sit back and think, you would find out surprising patterns in your behavior and you would know how many different perceptions of you do people have and you deal with it everyday... I am a single human being yet I never try to bring those perceptions of me to a single point. Why? because we get used to it? because we are not the same everywhere? or perhaps we are afraid of the reaction we would get if we showed them a side of ourselves that they have never seen. Whatever the reason is, we carry much more than it can be be judged from the outside.

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How you doing♥️

Don't really know.. Quite disappointed in myself.. Becoming careless towards the goals i used to strive for.. procrastinating, paying less attention, much slower progress..
I realized i didn't act upon the plan, how i pushed it to a side, out of the screen... I didn't follow the rules-for-self, not even a single day.. the rules that were set after finding myself in great negativity.. i realized that i didn't follow them .. and i realized it the day when i was supposed to get the fruit of my struggle... When the planned period ended, i was there, Empty Handed...

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How you feel about yourself?

saa_ram’s Profile Photonemesis
That moment when the reality of your own-self is revealed to you...
I came to know that i am not as strong as I always thought I AM! I am not as brave as I always considered myself! After this realization, I felt like loosing respect for myself ...and .... I cried at things that i used to laugh at!

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Chaudharywahab’s Profile PhotoAbdul Wahab Ali
Raat bhi kitni barhi naimat hai. Iski qadar hi nahi humain... Din chahy kitna hi bura guzra ho, sham ko taky hary ghar wapas aye ho, chahay kitni hi larhae huwi ho, kitna hi zalel huway ho, kitna hi ghussa ho, kitna hi roye ho aur sonay sai pehlay kitna hi bura haal ho... Ye RAAT sab dhundla kar deti hai.. subha ko insan taza ho kar uthta hai aur pichli raat ab mazi ban chuki hoti hai... Ghussa, narazgi, afsoos, sharmindagi, dar, ajizi, sab ab b hai magar wo halat nahi...wo bhayanak manzar nahi...
Tou tab raat ki qadar malum hoti hai.. nae "Subha" k baray mai to boht suntay hain magar raat to wo naimat hai jo us buray waqt ko mazi mai tabdeel karti hai. Tabhi to kehtay hain, "Raat gae baat gae"

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