Complicated
I know. Just have to work out some problems before we do.
Yes. She knows.
No. Only thing I fear is fucking up badly to where I can't live to my full potential.
My mommy
Everything. I miss everything. I miss her hair. Her eyes. Her face. Her loos and rosy checks. Her eyebrows and her smile the way it lights up her whole face. Her bubbly personality. Her weirdness. Her huge and warmth around her. Her legs and ass and boobs haha sorry.... I miss everything about her cause she is perfect and wonderful. But what I miss most about her, is her. I miss her...
lol
:') thank you
Yea.... She broke up with me cause I deserve it.... All I am is a huge fuck up idk why she even loves me... I am a horrible person for her.... I'm as imperfect as they come.... The worst boyfriend ever..... I don't think she would even wanna go back to me.... -sigh-
It was supposed to end like 20 different times. Who cares
As friends or gf?
Huh?
Well, Mia is a great friend. Fun to be around. But Marissa is a wonderful gf. And I miss her so much.... Left a huge scar on my arm.... Been there for a while.... I want marissa back. I want my gf back. I only wanted Mia as a friend. I want marissa as my gf. But I can't have both..
No I don't and its confusing me and hurting me and making me cry...
Cause I want Marissa back... Just wish I could have both....
Only a little. And that's cause she lives so far away and my friends are close. But I asked her to do the same thing. I had my reason. Some better then others... Some friends I told her to say goodbye I kinda regret... And possibly wouldn't mind.... I mean, I get some of them... Actually there's only one friend I really wanna have not back in her life... She knows. But I think I'd be fine with everyone else.. Point is, yes, I hate having to say goodbye, especially to a good friendship. But it's fine, for marissa. And it's fine, cause she's only doing it cause I asked the same...
Will do.
Idk man. There's a million things going through my mind and people's hearts and feelings. Idk what to do.
I'm not.
She has basically been begging. I only want a little space to think and enjoy myself. But I'll probably date her again. Just a matter of when really.
For like a day or so. It didn't last long. Look, I love marissa with all my heart. She makes me happy and feel loved. I can't treat any girl the same as I would her. A man only has one space in his heart for one special girl, marissa already filled that space... It's going to have to take months of moving on and marissa not ever wanting to date again to have someone else take that place
Just cause me and Marissa are not together doesn't mean I'm going to date Mia. One, that's not fair for marissa cause that would hurt her cause she really loves me still. Two, that's not fair for Mia cause she would basically be a rebound. And three, its not fair for me cause I still love marissa..... I only like Mia as a friend. Nothing more.
Yea. Just need to know what to ask
We are not a couple
Rawr❤