This is going to be long but I'll try to keep it as short as possible.Before I move to singapore, I moved and lived with my grandma. I went to the school nearby our house but then quit halfway because of my health (I got sick easily that I couldn't even be present for one full week) and went for private english tuition all the way until its time that we have to move to singapore. I don't have any friend. I was a total loner. So when I moved to sg and start school, I was nervous and so excited because I can finally make friends. But things didn't turn out as what I expected because there was just so much bullying (esp to foreign students) and it was just so bad I just couldn't take it. Then there is this person who approached me and it turns out that she is a foreigner too! We then engage in a conversation and then I realised that I manage to make friend. Although we are from different class, we would spend our recess time together and even spend the weekends together. As year goes by, we became a really good friend. Unfortunately, we couldnt go to the same sec sch as what we always dream of.Secondary school starts and I was nervous too this time because not many of ny friends is in that sch(only 3 people from my pri sch ended up there) I was so scared and nervous because what if I couldn't make friends? Moreover I have this awkward personality so I couldn't make friends freely and what if they don't like me? The overthinking goes on and on. I tried to talk to everyone, or at least smile to everyone. I managed to make friend but it was very awkward I was scared what if she decided to leave me and make some new friends who won't be awkward like me?(overthinking again) One week became one month and guess what, she didn't leave me. In fact, we became really good friend along with the other 4 where we would spend most of our time together.The fact that I have all these people around me really make me feel so blessed that sometimes I wonder what did I do to deserve all of them by my side, the people that try to change me to be a better person even without them knowing. Of course we all have our own conflicts and quarrel but I guess it only strengthen our friendship. Although we are separated now(more like I am separated from them), we still do chat with each other,except that we became busy with our own lifes so not that often. The retardness and randomness is still there and nothing has change between all of us. It's just like LDR. You have to be patient and trust one another. Words can't describe how much gratitude and love I have for all of them. I'm sure that if we are fated, then we will all meet again one day. Miss you lots ♥♥♥This is what true friendship means to me.
TBH, i think you're really pretty and niceeeee and smart (esp in malay) and warm-hearted. Hml buddies hehe "is your name aida? Cause aida lama minat you" HAHAHAHHAHA ;D i will really really miss you :(
awwwww best hmt buddies remember this ⇩I'll miss you too asdfghjkl much esp all the malay jokes ♥♥♥
Do you like Ridzwan? What is ur impression of him?
first : pretty, helpful, kind, friendly!
current : pretty, rly nice, friendly, funny, those type of friends that ppl can be craayyy wif bc we laughed like asdfghjkl during mi course that day hahahaha hope to talk more to u! :)