Lizzy ❤

I ask myself these questions everyday:
"The world would be so much better without me.. wouldn't it?"
"Why was I even born?"
"Why am I still here?"
"What did I ever do to deserve to get bullied, judged, accused, and hated?"
"How would people react if they found out I committed suicide?"
"Does anyone even care about me self-harming, and being suicidal?"
Wonder why i'm asking myself these questions? Its because of all the bullying that happened in my past, and the hatred people have towards me, now. Even if life gets better for victims of bullying, the pain inside of them is too deep to heal. Everytime they go to school, they know there are people out there judging them, and talking bad about them behind their backs. All because of cruel, heartless, selfish, insecure, and rude people. No one ever takes bullying seriously, until the victim is finally dead. This is my question to society: Why do you bully others to make yourself feel better? It doesn't get you anywhere in life. Instead of bullying someone, you should stop trying to look cool and be popular, and help victims of bullying, and focus more on succeeding in your life. That is more important than trying to break someone and get someone to cry, cut, or commit suicide! Society, you are fucked up. Honestly. You never care about someone, unless they are pretty, popular, or dying/dead. Everyone deserves to be treated equally. No matter what mistakes someone makes, they deserve to be treated with nothing but respect. I have a long bullying story I would like to share with everyone. I have been bullied for 5 years, going on to 6. & People don't understand how badly their words and actions can hurt one, single, innocent person. Instead of taking a life away, why don't you try and save one? There is no shame in it. Saving a life and being who you truly are will make the right people like you for you. Don't be a bully, just so everyone at your school could call you "the cool kid", and could like you. Cause you know what? Those people don't like the "real" you. Be yourself, and the right people that are supposed to be in your life will like you for who you are. I want every single person who has ever been a bully, every single person who has been bullied, every single person that has both bullied others and been bullied themselves, and every person that has never even self-harmed or been bullied/been a bully to read this. Why? Because if we all take a stand, believe in ourselves, work hard, defend ourselves and others, bullying may come to a stop. There are more than 7 billion people on Earth, and i'm pretty sure more than half of the people on Earth are cruel and heartless, but guess what? Karma will get them as we take a stand over time, and good always wins in the end. I am currently trying my best to not commit suicide, cut, and have suicidal and depressing thoughts. I have tried hanging and slitting my wrists to death, but that doesn't stop me from trying not to, anymore.

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