Month One Mummy, I am only 6 inches long, But i have all my organs, I love the sound of your voice, Every time i hear it, I have my arms and legs, The sound of your Heartbeat is my favourite lullaby.Month Two Mummy, Today i learned how to suck my thumb. If you could see me, you could definitely tell that I am a baby. I'm not big enough to survive outside my home though. It is so nice and warm here.Month Three You know what Mummy? I'm a girl! I hope that makes you happy. I want you to always be happy. I don't like it when you cry. You sound so sad. It makes me sad too, and i cry with even though you can't hear me.Month Four Mummy, My hair is starting to grow. It is very short and fine, but i will have a lot of it. I spend a lot of time exercising. I can turn my head and curl my fingers and toes and stretch my arms and legs. I am becoming quite good at it too.Month Five You went to the doctor today. Mummy, he lied to you. He said I'm not a baby. I am a baby, Mummy, your baby. I think and feel, Mummy what's an Abortion?Month Six I can hear the doctor again. I dont like him. He seems cold and heartless. Something is intruding in my home. The doctor called it a needle. Mummy, what is it? It burns! Please make him stop! I can't get away from it! Mummy! HELP me!Month Seven Mummy, I am okay. I am in God's arms. He is holding me. He told me about Abortion. Why didn't you want me Mummy?
Tears behind her smile and hate in her heart, She grabs one out, lights it up and takes a start, She blows the smoke out. Her lips don't move, but she screams so loud, Closes her eyes and prays her dreams come out, Lipstick on that joint, Her mascara spoiled but hair on point, She knows Daddy's little princess went too far, Her lungs full of hate and tar, Her body's perfect but her mind has a scar, Challenged the world but she lost that war, They turned on her, she doesn't wanna live no more, They told her they got her back yet they call her whore She keeps a score, Wonders why she never leads, She sighs as she breathes, Brain dead, she breaks down when she speaks, I am here to tell you there ain't nothing wrong with you, If you weren't valued, I wouldn't have wrote this song for you, If you weren't missed, I wouldn't have waited this long for you, If you were weak, I couldn't have stayed this strong for you, You ain't here with me, but I promise their words don't matter, You only fail, if you let your dreams shatter, For better or worse, fuck it or worst, Beauty and the beast, together we are beautifully cursed, Light one more this time I take the first puff, There ain't nothing better than a damaged first LOVE.