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I want to die.. Nobody care about me...

You’re sitting in your room ~ door locked ~ with a pen in your hand and a blank piece of paper infront of you. Your hand is shaking, and the tears begin again - for the third time in the past hour. ‘To my family’ you write at the top of the page, but decide it’s a bad way to begin your letter ~ your suicide letter. You try again, start over ~ again and again, but you don’t know where to begin. No one understands you; no one knows what you’re going through, you’re alone or at least that’s what you think. Nobody would care if you’re alive or not, you mean nothing to nobody.
It’s night, and you slip into bed. ’Goodbye’ you whisper into the darkness. And with that, you take your last breathe and end it all.
No body cares, right? Well you thought wrong. It’s a Tuesday the following morning, and when it’s 7:21, your mother comes and knocks on your door. She doesn’t know you can’t hear her she doesn’t know you’re gone. She knocks a few more times, calling your name to open up. When there is no reply from your side of the door, she opens it and screams. She collapses on the ground while your dad rushes to your room. Your siblings have already left for school. Your very weak mother collects all the energy she’s got which is close to nothing to walk over to your bed. She leans over your dead body, crying, squeezing your hand, screaming. Your dad is trying to stay strong, but the tears escape his eyes; calling 000 or 911 with his left hand while his other one is on your mother’s back. Your mother blames herself. All those times she had said ‘no’ to you, all those times she had screamed at you, and sent you to your room over something stupid. Your father will blame himself for not being there for you when you asked for help, for being away from home at work for long. Nobody cares, right?
8:34. There’s a knock on your classroom door it’s the school principle. She looks more worried than ever. She calls the teacher to the side; all the students worried: what’s going on? The principle then later announces about your suicide. The popular girl that always called you fat and ugly is now blaming herself. The kid that would always copy your homework but treat you like crap ~ he’s blaming himself. The boy that sits behind you ~ the one that always threw things at you during class ~ he’s blaming himself too. The teacher is blaming herself - for all those times she’d scream at you for forgetting your homework, or not listening in class. People are crying, screaming, shocked, in regret of what they did. They’ll all be devastated - even the kids you’ve never talked to before. Still nobody cares about you, right?
Your siblings get home. Your mother has to tell them that you’re gone; forever. Your older brother ~ no matter how many times he’s screamed at you, told you he hated you and stole your stuff ~ always loved you;. He now starts to blame herself; why didn’t I do what she told me to do when she told me to?

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Your parents love you but they don't love it when you always speak of me , you can do it if you want to but not to much you also need to tell your parents that you love them too not just me and did you mean amsterdam? :) and when i'm giving a concert to amster or amsterdam i'll send a message on my official facebook page okay ? :) i love you too! support your parents :) xO.

Hey Selena! I just wanted to say I love you and that you are my idol.You always make me smile.You are such an inspiration to me!You always know what to say to make people feel better and that you don't take what you have for granite & that you think of it as a blessing I admire you for that. I luv u

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Hey Sarah! i love you so much this is the sweetest message that i've ever receveid this means alot to me thank you for supporting me you are in my heart i love my selenators so much !!! thank you so much sweetheart !!!!!! xO xO xO .

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