Honestly? The worst day of my life is when I watched my mother pass away. My heart literately broke and I didn't know what to do. Nobody ever thinks about it and, I don't want people to feel sorry for me but I don't think I was old enough to see my mother take her last breath. I was only 19. I know that is nothing compared to kids who lose their mother at 5 or 6 but, my mother was one of the only people I could trust in my life. And I just watched her slip away. I couldn't do anything, my poor granny couldn't do anything, my poor sister and my brother. We just had to sit there and make a brave face when we were feeling the same pain as what she was going through. I broke down. I wanted to die with her. And nobody will ever understand that feeling. You're are forced to be brave when you didn't want to be and I don't want anyone to feel like that. We all knew she wasn't ready. She was too young to die and we were too young to lose a mother and a daughter. It's a disgusting feeling, as well as a disgusting day.
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