But why?
Let me tell you why am I confused with life.
have you ever have a crush on someone that isn't in the same religion or the same race as you? well, I've been through that and I'm just sad that I can't get together with them no matter how much I like them. they say love wins but why does the people still wants the culture or religion to be passed down to their future generation? imagine that you wanna achieve something but a wall is blocking you from getting it, no matter how much you want it but you just don't get it.
Is culture really that important? to a point where its more important than the happiness of your child? they say that they want their child to have the best or whatever that makes them happy, then why are they stopping them from being together with someone they like?
I'm confused about people surrounding me, my friends and family. No matter how much effort I put into something, some of them don't see it because I don't live up to their expectations. I've been trying so hard to study for my exams and all I wanted was just some rest from it but all I get from my parents is just "why are you always on your phone", "can you stop using your phone and start studying now?", "why aren't you smart?", etc.
Secondary school life is coming to an end but I still have no idea what's my dream, I can't seem to find any interest in anything, I don't know why. don't you just hate it when your parents go "what course you wanna choose", "what do you wanna become in the future", "you should be an accountant because the feng shui master said so". The pressure that they give to their children is just too much too handle, don't you think so?
I'm confused about my feelings, I don't know how do I really feel. I don't know if I feel sad, mad or happy. I've been living my life by going with the flow for so many years to a point where I don't make a choice for anything. sometimes, I wonder if its normal for someone to even feel this way. maybe I will just go look for someone to talk about my problems so that I can get some advice from them before I do anything stupid.
I guess that's all for the reason on why am I confused with life, I'm sorry if its messy to you :)
have you ever have a crush on someone that isn't in the same religion or the same race as you? well, I've been through that and I'm just sad that I can't get together with them no matter how much I like them. they say love wins but why does the people still wants the culture or religion to be passed down to their future generation? imagine that you wanna achieve something but a wall is blocking you from getting it, no matter how much you want it but you just don't get it.
Is culture really that important? to a point where its more important than the happiness of your child? they say that they want their child to have the best or whatever that makes them happy, then why are they stopping them from being together with someone they like?
I'm confused about people surrounding me, my friends and family. No matter how much effort I put into something, some of them don't see it because I don't live up to their expectations. I've been trying so hard to study for my exams and all I wanted was just some rest from it but all I get from my parents is just "why are you always on your phone", "can you stop using your phone and start studying now?", "why aren't you smart?", etc.
Secondary school life is coming to an end but I still have no idea what's my dream, I can't seem to find any interest in anything, I don't know why. don't you just hate it when your parents go "what course you wanna choose", "what do you wanna become in the future", "you should be an accountant because the feng shui master said so". The pressure that they give to their children is just too much too handle, don't you think so?
I'm confused about my feelings, I don't know how do I really feel. I don't know if I feel sad, mad or happy. I've been living my life by going with the flow for so many years to a point where I don't make a choice for anything. sometimes, I wonder if its normal for someone to even feel this way. maybe I will just go look for someone to talk about my problems so that I can get some advice from them before I do anything stupid.
I guess that's all for the reason on why am I confused with life, I'm sorry if its messy to you :)