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Do you think of me sometimes?
Or is it too faint now?
The meaning itself is awkward

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After I let you go, every single day
I am alone
Obsessive and miserable

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If I was a burden to you
If I was a baggage
I should’ve left you earlier, I’m sorry

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Was it hard for you because of me?
Was it really comfortable?
Like a fool, I didn’t even notice

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Oh no I didn’t cry cry cry
Even if I resent someone
Nothing will change because it’s all over

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For you, I’ll give a sad bye bye bye
Because you’ll be happy if I’m gone
Ooh ooh

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Without you, I’m not happy but I hope you’re happy
I’ll watch over you from far away
Without you, I’m not happy but I hope you’re happy
I’ll push back all of the memories
Be happy and forget me
I hope you’re H A P P Y
Be happy and forget me
I wish you’re H A P P Y

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I thought we had it together but well

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I tried in every way
I stayed up all night and day when I waited for you
When you said you weren’t happy with a girl like me, with a love like ours, wait
I received a big blow, pow, my heart hurts so much, ouch
Thought you were happy but you turned me out
I pretended to be cool so my held back tears became my true feelings for you

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If you were even a little sad
If you had a few feelings left
You wouldn’t have been this cold

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Did you even love me at all?
Was it all a lie?
Like a fool, I didn’t even notice

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Oh no I didn’t cry cry cry
Even if I resent someone
Nothing will change because it’s all over
For you, I’ll give a sad bye bye bye
Because you’ll be happy if I’m gone
Ooh ooh

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Without you, I’m not happy but I hope you’re happy
I’ll watch over you from far away
Without you, I’m not happy but I hope you’re happy
I’ll push back all of the memories

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Be happy and forget me
I hope you’re H A P P Y
Be happy and forget me
I wish you’re H A P P Y

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If at least you’re happy, it’s a happy ending
I’m not being sarcastic, I hope you know I mean it

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If at least you’re happy, it’s a happy ending
I’m not being sarcastic, I hope you know I mean it

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Without you, I’m not happy but I hope you’re happy
I’ll watch over you from far away
Without you, I’m not happy but I hope you’re happy
I’ll push back all of the memories

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Be happy and forget me
I hope you’re H A P P Y
Be happy and forget me
I wish you’re H A P P Y

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2NE1 · Happy

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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=didptMJxjpE

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You constantly have to ask yourself why you are doing certain things. Do you do them for yourself or for someone else?
If you do this for someone else and even when they are close to you, ask yourself - but does it make me happy as well? Do I want to make this person happy? Yes? Then ask yourself again would you ask a person you love to do something, she/he wouldn't enjoy? Why not? Because yes, in fact, you do love this person. So yes you wouldn't want to make that person uncomfortable. Then why would a person put you in the position of making you feel uncomfortable? Does this person love you? Or does this person just want something from you at the current moment and then never again?
People pleasing comes from being afraid to hurt someone or disappoint someone the way one was disappointed. It also comes from being afraid to be left out by certain people who mean something to us. We need to see our own worth to reflect on what we give people and what they give us back. Reflecting this will help one with this mentality to deny people access to your energy, who only make good use out of you.

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In which terms older? In my thirties, forties, or like...sixties, in Granny-Status? x'D

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My suggestions:

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→ Gamer-Granny.
→ Granny with too many books, you will probably have difficulties with finding a place to sit but you will definitely find a good book. X'D
→ And have a kitty or a dog as my companion.
→ I'd like to believe I will become one of those grannies that people wonder about how I could stay that long in a relationship with one human being, I'm mean I don't know if I will be that lucky, but I still hope I won't part ways with my partner. If I ever made something right then it was probably this.
But I was pretty happy when one of my former acquaintances whom I knew from school met me(btw this memory is years ago) and told me like... my partner and I were the reason he still believed in love. (and yes that was totally cheesy but that was so sudden and sweet as well)

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