Nope. I did however think I stood a chance with someone who cried in my arms telling me they loved me and wanted to be with me and kissed me (and much more) like I was the love of their life while switching rapidly back and forth between that behavior and then saying they just wanted to be friends. I was not tricked by words, but by actions.
Hi, can we speak about why New York City is awesome? 🤓
Nyc is okay. Ive always had a great time visiting (I live in mid state NY) it deoends WHEN you go though, fall in NYC is wonderful
When someone seems to not be interested in what you’re up to nowadays, does that make you less interested in them in return or more curious because they seem unreachable?
It depends, sometimes it makes me care less, sometimes it makes me suspicious, it depends on the factors (who it is, what our last conversation was like, if im being symptomatic lol)
Yeah, the way I really dont believe in love anymore makes me doubt my entire life because ive always been a hopeless romantic and I genuinely am starting to believe most love is short lived and/or one sided.
Do you think it’s always a red flag for a guy to follow a bunch of girls on social media?
Yes. Its a red flag for a GIRL to follow alot of girls on social media too. Envy, jealousy, lust, all end up being issues in a relationship; huge social following increases the chances of all three.
Do you have acrush ?
Nope. Im gonna fall in love with me. Im gonna protect me. Im not gonna crush on anybody until I know I can love without letting them walk all over, hurt, and manipulate me. If anybody is my crush, its me.
Who were you raised by?
My mom (on weekdays) and dad (on weekends)
How to ask girl out who has boyfriend already?
Dont
You could have anybody. That's why I was so obsessed with u when you chose me. I thought it was going to be the moment that my dream came true. I thought I finally had what I wanted my whole life.
Nope, im working on focusing on myself and not letting people I “love” manipulate and hurt me. I wont be dating until I learn how to do that.