so if anyone came to u trying to talk bout it u'd accept that??
yeah i guess
do u need someone??
yeah but i need them to come to me cause i'm too stubborn to admit
i think your a really strong girl cuz you hang on for so long i respect you
thanks a lot x
sorry if i ask but whats it like all that disorders
it's like a battle every single say, you try not to break down but sometimes you can't help it and then you just want it all to end, you don't see the point in things anymore. it's hard because you try to hide it from people, you put on a mask and help people while you're in a big struggle with yourself and no one ever asks how you're doing and no one actually helps you because they think you're fine. and you don't want them to know that you're suicidal because you're ashamed and scared they're gonna think you're a freak but you actually really need someone. you try so hard not to give up and you're scared to death that maybe one day you're like fuck this shit i've had enough i'm gone, i'm giving up goodbye
did u went to a therapist for it
i did, they couldn't help me so now i'm trying again
sorry if i asked...
nah don't say that, it's ok ^^
so what happened to you...
you don't want to know and i don't like to remember
i'm so proud of you that you talk about your menthal disorders thats very brave!
thankyou, i'm sick of hiding it and feel ashamed bc of it
whats PTSD?
When something really bad happened to you, like a trauma and you're depressed because of that
what exactly are you suffering from? depression right?
Nah i'm always replaced, guess other people were better ^^
you are too good to be hurt
Ahww
je lijkt me veel te lief om zo vaak gekwetst en in de steek gelaten te zijn
Lol trust me, happened to much i'm so done with that ugh
would u tell me if i say who i am?
Idk i don't think i'd tell everything.. Some things are too painfull to remember and it depends on how i trust you
what is ur story?
Depends on who's asking, i don't open up easily
u've been thru a lot haven't u?
Idk, i'm used to it well kinda but when i tell people my story they say i have so but idk what you consider a lot
why are you always there for ppl?
Cause i know what it's like to have nobody while you really need help
you look filipino are you?
Niggu i'm blonde..
i honestly love your blog the most
Thankya x
u shoukd be in the curlyheadedbeauties archieve! Ö
I was
do u want to write songs again then??
Uhm idk.. Haven't thought about that
u should be a songwriter
Ohh hahah, i've written couple lyrics for a friend but i've given up that dream lol
Are you single? :)
No, taken to the fullest
you're crazy bout tylet the creator he hahaha
He ma boothang
u fine ass girl!
That's what they said
who u wanna meet real bad
Tylerrrrr
dayummm gurl
Tell 'em
you a bad bitch
Call me that, i'll be the baddest bitch they've ever seen honey
some small things that make you happy?
flowers, food, just small things that show you you're loved and someone thinks about you
What kills us and what makes us eternal?
our own mind and thoughs kill us, i don't know what makes us eternal anymore
What is a saying you say a lot?
pech ... weg, da's minder he vlinder
What are the three most important things for you to be happy?
confidence, good grades and someone who shows me i'm loved and takes care of me
Which song best represents your life so far?
need to be a lot for that but the first that came up in my head was battle scars
i think it's amazing that you speak so openly about yourself and your life! don't let them haters bring you down girl!
thanks, honestly means a lot x
5 biggest fears please??
the dark, clowns, thoughts of an unknown man in my house trying to hurt us, being replaced, drowning
i love how you give your advice in such beautiful way and beautiful words
thanks lovely xx
Pff.. Why do we fear love?
simple, bc love has hurt us over and over again and pain is so much stronger than all the happy moments that once in a while happened
ure hurting urself
sorry for being such a fuck-up tho'
i saw something on ur blog like u find it difficult to make eyecontact. i know lot of ppl do but why is that?
it's not the eye-contact, it's just, i can't look people in the eyes for longer than a couple seconds. i don't like them looking directly at me. they think it's because i'm shy, but i'm not, i'm self-concious. i'm scared people will see every flaw in me, that i see in myself.