Ask @MandaPanda519:

I can't stop thinking about someone I lost. I feel more alone and isolated than ever. Whenever I think back all I can mutter is "fuck" several times over and over. I don't know what to do anymore. The stress is too much. What do I do or what can I do that doesn't involve drinking? I'm stuck...

I honestly understand so much. I lost my best friend Nikki and my Grandma both in 2016 just two months apart. They both died of drug overdoses. It’s been so hard to move past their deaths. I feel like I could have saved Nikki. I was with her the night she overdosed. If I had told her to stay rather than go home... I just keep thinking about it and it’s been two years now. I don’t know what to tell you other than stay close to the people you love and lean on them when you feel weak. I’m always here for you if you need to talk. I’m sorry for your loss. 😔

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