I think you love Ben more than he loves you. He just doesn't seem like he shoes as much affection as you do! But then again that's boys. Not to be mean, I'm happy you found someone you love.
How does he not show me affection? He literally sat with me for three hours the other day because I was throwing up and freezing just to keep me warm and comfort me? He sat in the ER with me allllll night and then slept in my hospital bed with me and those are just the big things he does. That's not even the every day things that melt my heart. Idek how you can say that honestly...