i don't remember feeling so afraid in my life like these days
that's really sad when you consider someone so much but they don't consider you in the same intensity, so plant your own garden and decorate your own soul, instead of waiting for someone to bring you flowers.
people who need help often look like people who don't need help
congratulations to you that lives with anxiety, bipolarity, depression or any psychological illnessand keep fighting everyday, congratulations to you that get out of your bed to fight every day, congratulations to you that are always trying to be alive, congratulations to you that have to deal with it all alone because no one by your side cares at all, congratulations to you who fight with your demons everyday, congratulations to you who's alive, who's breathing and fighting every day putting a smile in your face. thank you for be alive, thank you for breathe, i hope the universe bless you every fucking day.
man being alone really makes me realize a lot of sht
my mom always told me "if no one appreciate the love that you give and your presence then make em miss it" and this sht is always hitting me hard man
i'm honestly SO clingy but i can also get distant real quick...idk man
falling in love with a soul is much more significant than a geographic location. it's the connection between souls, it's the most pure love, more than unique. distance has no power when it comes to love, it is not an issue as long as he maintains honesty, trust and faithfulness. the absence makes the relationship more stronger. for sure it's not easy...lots of sacrifice, lots of patience, lots of loving and caring to one another. it's unbearable at times but you made your vows, when you really love someone the distance is just a fact. it's the true love and it's worth fighting for.
i got new rules
Mental and physical health are my top priorities
being ignored, replaced, forgotten, lied to, cheated on, robbed and heartbroken
fall in love with somebody who will never let you go to sleep wondering if you still matter
I want someone who I can share my playlist and my stories, someone that I can tell my secrets, i want someone who understands me, I want someone who hears not just listen, someone who remember me when wake up and when go sleep, someone who knows my quirks, someone who I can laugh and cry with, someone who send me texts messages in the middle of the night because they need someone to talk to. I want them to tell me their problems because they know I’ll listen. I want them to know I will always be there no matter what, I want a loyalty, I want someone that is honest with me, someone who won’t avoid me or push me away, someone who doesn’t take me for granted, someone who prefer to talk and not fight. I want a guy who will be there. I want someone to love me for who i am, I want someone to need me like I need them. And to be the priority.
double text me, annoy me, give me your attention, i love that shIt
pick yourself up and stop beating yourself down. You matter and things are going to get better. please remember if it doesn't matter in 5 years, don't spend more than 5 minutes thinking about it, be grateful, be happy for no reason, smile a lot for people around, smile through the pain. There's sunshine behind the rain.
you don't need find the half of your orange, you're the whole orange, you only need to find someone who suck you well
baby yellow 💡
if u defend my name when i'm not around i truly appreciate u
you deserve love and the love you deserve will not send you mixed signals. love will not ignite false hopes, instead love will plant truthful hope and will commit to it. ove will be clear and it won’t leave you wondering in confusion. the love you deserve will not be hurtful at all. love will not leave you with scars or trauma. love will not call you names. love will not leave you crying yourself to sleep, feeling sorry about yourself. love will not walk away from you. the love you deserve will not be brimming with uncertainties. love knows who it wants and why. love will be sure, sure of you. the love you deserve will not make you feel bad about yourself. love will not belittle you. love will not judge you or your past. Instead love will accept you, despite of your cracks. love will recognize your issues and will listen to your anxieties and every single thing that goes on in your head – all your sentiments, worries and fears – and love will be eager to hear every single one of them. love will never make you question if you’ll ever be good enough. the love you deserve will prioritize you. love will not be selfish. the love you deserve will respect you one hundred percent. all your ideas, beliefs, attributes, plans and aspirations. love will always see the best in you. love will welcome you with open arms. love will not discourage you, your dreams or wishful thinkings. love will support you all out in whatever you yearn to do, love will motivate you and will perpetually whisper in your ear that you can be the person you’ve always longed to be. the love you deserve will be striking in its simplicity and it will find you. it will.
I know it's a hard situation but never give up, no matter what. You are alive for a reason, and you are here with a purpose, including yourself. You may have done something that you think is unforgivable or horrible, but everyone makes mistakes. I am sure you are such a beautiful person.You are here today, and that takes so much strength. Keep going, keep pushing through each day. Take it day by day, one day at a time. And always have hope. "Where there's hope, there's life. It fills us with fresh courage and makes us strong again." And remember NEVER GIVE UP no matter the circumstances. You are valuable, and you deserve to live and be happy. You should never give up on yourself, even if it feels like things will never get better. Have hope, and try, try, try.
"maybe you never thought you hurt me. maybe it's because every time i was about to break down i ran and hid away from you. - i had too much pride to ever show you the river of tears caused by your wretched words. - you strung those letters together to make up lies about me. - and so i built walls so high, to hide my crumbling body from you. - and i bit my tongue before lashing out on you, i reserved those words to break myself down mentally. - i made myself believe that i was pathetic, weak, undeserving. as much as you have hurt me i have hurt myself more. - for staying. for hoping things would change. - i was just too embarrassed to come out and show the world i failed. to let them know they were right all along; about you. - but my tears have run dry. i have learned to call myself beautiful. i have stopped running away from you. - somehow your physical abuse strengthened me. my legs fought hard to stay standing with every blow. strong enough to find their way out of this misery. this story i thought that would never end. - i needed to be shattered. so i can be my own hero. to put myself back together. but this time i am stronger than ever."