Sometimes there's no next time, no looking back, no destination, no desire. you'll just be shattered inside, numb & cold. Sometimes you have to walk out though you're still madly in love. Sometimes your heart will bleed because of the pain but you have to smile it away. Sometimes you have to sacrifice your happiness for the parents who sacrificed their everything for you. Sometimes you'll try your best not to cry under your blanket for your dead mother because you're the strong child in the family and you don't cry. Sometimes the memories will haunt you but you can't do anything about it. Sometimes we want things so badly but don't get it, we keep questioning God, why?! But we have to believe what happens, happens for good. Sometimes moving on is harder than suicide & sometimes depression leads you to suicide, but you need to be strong.

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We all have a pretty messed up life of our own, if we can survive it once, we can survive it always. We just need to learn how to heal the pain & if we can't then learn how to live instead of killing one's own.

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